The Exquisite Corner

I'm Number 3 ♥

2011-11-28T21:36:00.001+08:00

IF you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3,5,7

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss... You were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2

下雨天

2011-11-20T18:09:00.004+08:00

外面的天空，犹如我此刻的心情。

望着窗外的绵绵细雨，
听南拳妈妈哼着‘下雨天’，
脑子里，忽然出现了某个人的脸庞。

signing off,
下雨天了怎么办我好想你

有一些男生，很令我動心，但卻不會動情。

2011-11-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

男生說……

有種女生讓我很喜歡，卻不忍動情。

跟那種女生在一起時，會有種溫暖的感覺，那感覺並不出自一時的衝動，而是來自於彼此心靈的瞭解。

真的，跟那種女生在一起時，只有彼此心中的感動和心靈的交會，沒錯，當你發現她的心和你是如此貼近時，常會想給她個結

實的擁抱，但僅僅在這個想法萌生後的一瞬間，你們只會相視一笑，有些東西是比愛情更珍貴的。

這種女生當女朋友是種浪費……我害怕她做的我女朋友後，我必須每天守著電話等著她的聲音出現，我害怕我必須說些花言巧語的話哄她，更加害怕現實的束縛，會限制住純潔的心。

這種女生，喜歡，但我不會動情，或者，這就叫紅顏知己……既不用為情所困，為她的行為控制自己喜怒哀樂，又能享有心靈上的交流。有很多人都為交不到女朋友所苦，但我覺得，假如沒有了這種知己，人生，便多了許多遺憾……

女生說……………

有一些男生，很令我動心，但卻不會動情。

怎麼說呢，因為他們給我的感覺像朋友，真正的朋友。

我可以和他們很坦誠的談論彼此的愛情、婚姻、人生……以及種種的煩惱……在他們面前，我會忘記自己是女生，就不會撒嬌、嫉妒、小心眼……我和他們各站在天平的兩端，我們可以一同看電影、郊遊回來，在車站揮揮手，各自去等自己的車，走自己的路。

這種感覺……是一種很難用語言能形容的愉悅……信不信，跟這些男生相處在一起，甚至比跟同類的女生相處來的愉快。

女生的聚會，是黏稠稠的，像一鍋濃粥，溫暖在胸，但是吃多了會撐，一眨眼又餓，而且很多女生都為情所困，談來談去總是心有千千結，別人管也管不完，跟這些男生相處，我很驚訝……他們不必從文字、故事的迷林披荊斬棘，就能一眼洞穿人生的奧秘，甚至開始為旁邊的同行者掌燈，能結交有智慧、理想與熱情的朋友，是人一生莫大的幸福吧。

我是這樣著迷於他們高貴的氣質，也感謝他們把我當「朋友」看待，不因為我是女生，就隨便說些甜言蜜語來哄我，或者根本不睬我。

如果追求人生的伴侶也必須如此相知相惜，那我實在「捨不得」把這些男生當成男朋友，我害怕一旦變成男女朋友，我就會計較他不送我回家……他不說些好聽的動心話……他寧可送我「尼采與上帝」也不送一粒巧克力……我還擔心從此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁，微笑地看他在眾人間侃侃而談，我發問的機會都沒有。

男女之間，其實不只有愛情……

有種友情，是只可會意不可言傳的。

彼此之間有種惺惺相惜的感覺，不必害怕別人的誤會，因為彼此心中坦蕩，很喜歡這種「兄弟」之稱的友誼，這種朋友有種信賴的安全感，可以肆無忌憚的說笑，天馬行空的胡扯，彼此之間沒有包袱，但有種珍惜，是對友誼的珍惜。

你也許會對他(她）撒嬌，但不會妒忌他（她）對別人也如此，不用再他面前裝做淑女（或不用在她面前裝做紳士），有種朋友即使很久沒見也不會生疏，相見時的相視一笑，便會有種心有靈犀的感覺，和他（她）在一起時，不必擔心會背叛你，因為他只會給你默默地支持，即使你受傷了，他也會給你做堅強的後盾。

心情不好時，他(她)會裝傻逗你笑，生病時，他(她)會叮囑你要小心什麼，每逢特別節日時，他（她)會發一條簡信祝福你，很多人都希望有這種友誼，因為它不需要負擔與責任，我想這種友誼也要講機緣吧，友誼也需要關心、諒解、信任。我希望友誼地久天長。我很珍惜我身邊的每一位朋友謝謝你們對我的支持與愛護。

text credits to Lonely World

signing off,
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

like the first day of work

2011-10-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

Photo Credited to sdims

Had I mentioned here that I actually cried on my first day of work? Errr, actually the first 2 days of work. It's very stupid because I never cry when I first went to kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, uni, and now when it comes to work, I actually cried. I don't know how to describe the feeling, it's not that I'm scared, or whatever you name it, but the insecurity. I have the feeling that I was thrown to a no man island, and I'm all alone by myself. Things got better day by day, especially after the huge collaboration but things went back to the starting point after that. I don't know what happened, but I just got the feeling of being thrown to the no man island, once again. From the way people talk, from the way we communicate. I did tried my best to talk to everyone when I had the chance, I've never tried so hard to talk so much to someone who I knew for just 2 months. It's not that I'll be there for long and will be working for them any longer than the 4 months contract, but the feeling of failing when you did tried your best to do something but failed. Have I not do enough? or have I did it badly? I'm curious, and I'm sad as well.

signing off,
What had I did not enough when I already tried my best? I doubt...

the whee time

2011-10-22T16:37:00.002+08:00

(pic credits to : pixdaus)

Dear Diary,

I'm super full after my lunch but I had been eating non-stop. I'm now watching TV and it's showing me lotsa foods =( I felt like eating them all.

I believe that myself had move a big step ahead, but still, I turn around to look at the previous footsteps printed behind. I know memories are to remain as memories, and I shall look forward and move forward. I tried hard to keep the statement above real, but I felt it's hard.

I had an hectic week, I had been OT till midnight for days. But, everything worth. Now I know how things works better, and I tried my best to communicate better as well. I don't know if I should continue doing this, I'm worried that I can't pull myself out and got into a deep depression later. I'm still in a dilemma, but I had 60% of my choice towards them already. I think I know what I want, but what I want doesn't meant what I can do. It's not in my control. I pray hard to make it happen, just hope myself can stay strong.

signing off,
nappie =)

Dear Diary,

2011-10-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

I told myself to stop thinking, but I still think.

I had a bad week, and I was tensed up.

I missed my friends badly, all of them, but I couldn't see them.

I know everything changed now, I need to live a new life. But, can you please give me some spare time, to be nostalgic, to missed, and to stay back a little while?

I laugh to hide sorrowfulness, why would I?

signing off,
Dilemma, I did regret...

Stress post?

2011-10-04T21:42:00.001+08:00

Every morning I woke up from sleep, I'm thinking why I went for the interview;
Every morning I saw her, I'm thinking why she hire me;
Every morning I saw him, I'm thinking why he agreed to let her hire me;
Every morning I saw her, I'm thinking who am I going to talk to when she leaves;
Every afternoon I saw them, I'm thinking if I brought enough money for lunch;
And every evening I saw them, I'm thinking should I say goodbye?

Signing off,
I'm happy at work, but perhaps I need to crap more fml

Footsteps (Chapter Two, Part 1)

2011-09-24T15:12:00.004+08:00

Credits: Wall Street Journal

In 1997, I remembered I was sent to school. Still remember how my dad cheated me that he couldn't got me registered in Hin Hua Primary and he's sending me to STAR. I have no idea what the difference between two, and I thought, what harms me as long as I got to continue my study? Yes, a 7 years old girls, yet acted so matured. It's just the mother nature of Aquarius, isn't it?

So it comes to orientation day, dad for being dad, he forgot about that. I remember myself sitting in the car on my way to shopping, I saw the school open and heard my dad said, 'why is the school open today?' And then he got shocked and said 'It's her orientation day!!!' I didn't go to the school as well because I don't have my uniform yet, and yeah, we went shopping. So happy go lucky family!

Then, it comes to my first day of school. I still remember how I was told to take the school bus to school in my first day of school. Stupid enough, I just got into the bus and know nothing about the stops and where to go. I don't know where the guts come from, I just ask anyone in the bus and she brought me to where I should go. Gahhhhh~ cruel right they do this to an innocent little girl? Then I saw my dad waiting for me in the school. For revenge, I chose to ignore him wtf. We then proceed to the classroom and he got me officially registered and got all thing settled because we skipped orientation for shopping. My dad was smart, he introduced me to someone in the class and told me to just follow her during my tea break, THEN HE LEFT! Later I got to know my dad had got this trauma on 'ceramah' because he's so busy he got no time to stay there. His phone will be ringing all the while and disturbing others so he chose not to go in. Angry and scared, I said no words. I don't know where this no crying thingy came into my life, but I just don't cry! There's no reason for me to not cry because he'll definitely stay, but I just don't *stupidity attacked and act miss independent* What I can do is just to follow my new friend everywhere, and the good thing is her mother is taking good care of me :)

Having the trauma from first day, all my grandmother got the second day is a crying me that reject to go school. Anyhow, things got better as time pass. I had got friends, I had got my aunt taking care of me (she's in standard 6). The most exciting part of my life during standard 1 is to see my elder sister finish school and wave frantically at her when she's coming down from the staircase. Very WTF, but I just got excited when I see my sister! And the second excited thing is Children day, because we got lots of snacks and we don't need to study.

When there's love, there'll be hate as well. What I hate the most is when there's music test. I had got a guy in my class where he laugh at everyone who go in front to sing. He's stupid to do that because he was one of the last few to go, and when he stepped in front, the whole class laughed at him. See, never ever do stupid things when you're alone and your opponent have so many. Bad, but satisfying. And, this is where I learned to have fun for the rest of my primary life.

(to be continue...)

Signing off,
Aqua attacked :)

unfortunate?

2011-09-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

I don't know when will I have the time to write my chapter 2, but I'll first do the 3 days summary over the weekends.

Saturday:

Is a ♥ day! Why? Because I dated Ms. Tan Wei Wei!

2 'love birds' that didn't want stay at home on a Saturday, we decided to catch Brides Maids at Bukit Raja! Good movie because it plays lotsa humour, and because I watched it with my 'lover' LOL Went to Setia Alam pasar malam and Starbucks with the girls <3 It's indeed a great and
lovely night besides the accident part and the kena ignored part. WTF *1st accident* No kaki on a Saturday, Duhhhhhhh~

Sunday:

is a mehhhh day. Woke up for roti canai lunch with dad hahaha he craved for that. Duhhhhhhh! Then proceed to Aeon again with sis. Bought a pair of shoes because I need one, and a gang of Malay guys surrounded me and start fighting. WTF *2nd accident* Sakae Tempura Ramen =)

Monday:

is a blueeeeee day. I don't know why, I got super blue today. I woke up late, and saw a car flipped into the longkang beside the highway, a woman with a kid crying in the middle of the road. WTF *accident 3* Stucked in the jam, and reached the blue place that makes me sweat for the very first time. Couldn't eat, couldn't work... Just BBBBBBLLLLLLLUUUUUEEEEEEEEEE~ Got a super pai jiak steamed rice as lunch *I think because I got bad mood* and went back to office with lagi BBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLUUUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE mood =.= Nearly crush 2 motorcycle because we all thought we're all driving Ferrari on the road. Duhhhhhhhh, today's speed is only 110km/h because I'm dark blue I scared people couldn't see and kiss my car.

signing off,
duhhhhhhhhhhhh~

水瓶

2011-09-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

水瓶女外表温和甜美，内心层次丰富纵深。走进她内心的路途正如花瓶形态，于瓶颈至瓶腔的过渡中过滤稀疏。那段漫长的路，若不能瞬间点亮她瓶心的花火（比如瞬间秒杀她的男人；或一个深深撼动她灵魂的时刻），那必定会走得艰辛无比。情商演技炉火纯青，爱憎貌似模糊，实则丝丝分明。感情野史复杂，真爱线索简单（即主线明朗，分支驳杂）。对不爱的男人有非凡的掌控力，对爱的男人有惊人的忍耐力。爱一个人，也会爱上那份因他而生的想象（想象力惊人而可爱）。会为爱的男人洗手做羹汤（并无谓对方身份条件），也会因情变而冷酷决绝（心凉至死不再回头。幻想破灭之前仍会回头）。想得开，放不下。追求平和中带激情的自由生活，精神世界一空乏就变成岸上的鱼（会因为懒或纠结而自暴自弃窒息一阵），但总会再循路回到海中。偶尔为填补空虚或奇怪的理由而做荒唐的事，习惯在自虐中疗伤与重生。气质多变，性格棱面多，在每个朋友眼里都是不同的她，但都很喜欢她。

眼神灵气，偶有欲迎还推的暧昧感。有时淘气任性有时懂事知性（随心情及对象变化），多有异想天开念头，对待爱情有些小作（内心不安感促使），需反复确认（愿意相信但不易信任）。对认定的事情倔强死不悔改（忠于精神追求），拥有强大而细腻的感受力和理解力，看人待事一针见血（出言偶尔会无意伤人而不自知)。清高的人看她觉得清高，亲切的人看她觉得她邻家小妹（其实怎样的人就看出怎样的结果，自己的想法会先入为主）。

理智清醒，选择了多金厚道的男人结婚（但并不奢求男人专一，看得清也看得开），生活因物质安全而更显安全，爱情（不一定爱，尚且把这叫感情）因男人厚道也更显安全。从年轻时的缥缈幻想，到结婚时的成熟实惠，她终于实现了曾用青春追寻的安全感，妥当着陆。 $.理智清醒，选择了多金厚道的男人结婚（但并不奢求男人专一，看得清也看得开），生活因物质安全而更显安全，爱情（不一定爱，尚且把这叫感情）因男人厚道也更显安全。从年轻时的缥缈幻想，到结婚时的成熟实惠，她终于实现了曾用青春追寻的安全感，妥当着陆。

水瓶女大都捉摸不透，时而天真时而老成，真实情绪会与表情相反（习惯隐藏和颠倒）。她表现得相信你，和你说很多，而你于她或许只是陌生人。瓶女爱上一个人会全心付出，耗尽智慧（虽然这时智慧稍稍失准），母性，温柔，野性（占有欲暗自强烈），耐性。而受伤之后也不会真正痛恨对方（有些甚至享受痛的滋味，暴烈地成长），前期可能的报复或纠缠都会归于平静。她思想能走的深度和广度无法想像，那里总有一方寂静的天地令她逃脱痛苦走向宽宏。

水瓶男外表叛逆不羁，内心深情无比。一段深刻的恋情于心珍藏了n多年。问到他，俨然一副淡然的样子，偶尔还是会透露出那份认真。潜意识一直在等，但是没有给自己希望。一直在寻找更合适的，但是没能爱得起来。为了那个女孩卑微地做了很多事，有时也不想再付出，但最终还是会帮她。连同善意地损她欺负她，一起变成他不知不觉中爱的方式，或许已经不是保质期内的爱情，只是他对曾经感情的隐忍的呵护。

是有能耐的人，但不明白有才而不知更有魅力。享受被女生追并表现淡漠，并不能客观地看待别人的平庸，喜欢以刻意不经意的语气讲述情史。不管怎样，他对女友很好，但在未确定前会和别人玩暧昧，确定感情，安全度后就不会玩了。

品位美貌男，追者众多不乏男性。思想开放，行为跟得上思想。对劈腿的看法是婚前都有比较和选择的权利。他有，女方也有。结了婚非常专一。

总结：水瓶男常被人误解花心忽冷忽热，那通常都只有两种解释，他并未确定你（玩暧昧对象就更不用说了）或者并未感受到你全部的真心。他们大都敏感如雷达并具试探性，待他验证完毕就会稳定，他需要证明你的心包括自己的心。他们的本真模样通常需要剥开那层伪装的膜来看，剥掉冷漠会看到认真，宽容和执著。水瓶就如一个玻璃樽，在不同的角度下折射不同的光线色彩，而瓶中水便如同岁月，时间沉淀越久，瓶子就越满，也越寂静，不再如年轻时那般外露，好辩，自以为是，自恋。水瓶座的性格尖角逐渐被岁月磨光滑，满满的一瓶水在阳光下更显得澄净美好。瓶口狭窄，瓶腔广阔，深入了便会看到她内心的浩瀚星空。

Footsteps (Chapter One)

2011-09-01T16:55:00.009+08:00

Chapter One

Picture credits to: Daddy Blogger, Dan

21 years ago, on the 21st of January, my mum had gave birth to me. But, I had nothing about that in my memories for the first 5 years. Considering quite slow in gaining my childhood memory, I had missed 5 years of fun. The earliest memory I had in my mind was at 5, when something significant happened, because my dad sent me to kindergarten. Being the #foreveralone kids, I chose to sit at the last row in the classroom, at the right corner. I still remember how it looks like, apple green chairs and tables, a black board, and a stretch of windows on the right. I like how the teacher put me facing the windows because rather than looking at anyone in the room or the wall, I fantasize with the scene outside, the playground and the grass. And there, you know what I got. Teachers complaining that I did not focus in class, and I fantasize all time. By getting all the scoldings and threatens, to be frank, I had no feelings and acted like nothing had happened before, being all ignorance. I still fantasize in class most of the time, but of course, a little more disciplined. Still remember how they taught me to read, write and painting. Forever Peter and Jane, 123 and ABCs. However, they're not the most exciting part. The most exciting part was the playing, both outdoors and indoors. Imagine the rainy days and 'too' sunny day, I groaned and buzzing about it all day long. Still, what I hate the most is not that, it was the yearly concert! They put really thick make-ups on me, just like those monkey's backside. Why would they do that me? Just by thinking back, I got annoyed but when I thought about the boys, awwwwwww poor things. Moral of the day: there's always someone who had worst experience than you. And not to forget the concert's greeting parts, do you know how many canes I got from mummy just to memorize that speech so that I can present it on the stage? Yeah, that's the study part. Of course, I enjoy the home parts a lot since there's no worries and all happy go lucky. Hahaha Sailor Moon, Ninja Boys, and Ultraman are the all time favorite! Very blur memories, yet it took you to some levels of enlightenment when you actually think back. Someone told me to look forward, but sometimes, you still need to look back for some comfort. At least, you know about your own past.

signing off,
chapter 2 is not coming real soon.

rushing through the years

2011-08-31T20:19:00.003+08:00

sometimes,
we get to see things differently when we slow down our footsteps.
Why rush and miss all the beautiful scenery in life？

signing off,
I rush through my study life and missed most of the fun. I regretted, so don't rush!

3rd day of work

2011-08-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

#1 Yes, the third day of work and I applied leave very last minute, and didn't know if I get it. So, work on Friday all ALONE #foreveralone

#2 So the story goes on when I got stumbled a little by my job scope. Hey, who in the world today wants to answer a call from a stranger that couldn't even talk friendly and tell her what she wants to know? Heh, yes, it's me, the one who couldn't talk really friendly. Wait, I can when I talk to my friends. Still, everyone knows I'm the monotone queen. The cold blooded and super lansi fella #fmlxinfinity

#3 You know what, every time I see the boss I shiver. He's all friendly and super nice, but he just gave me some invisible stress that I couldn't bare. And of all, he and his car looks super familiar to me and that made me even more worried. Hey, who are you?

#4 For so many nights, I tried to watch one movie and I never have the chance to start even one. Why my life is so busy but I'm feeling I had did nothing?

#5 yeah, I just got stress up and I was looking ways to overcome stress. Beers anyone?

signing off,
Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir Batin. Owh ya, Happy National Day too :b

RM 263

2011-08-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

for 2 tops, 1 cardigan, 1 scarf, and a pair of shoes =)

I love the feeling of shopping like a shopaholic! Spend all the money and get a handful of stuffs you like. Too bad, I can't get the pair of shoes I fell in love at first sight ='( No size T.T it made me quite down because I plan to buy 2 pair shoes and I only managed to get one. Worst still, it's like the last shop I enter before the shopping ends. Sigh sigh sigh~ I think everything will get better really soon like in 2 days time? I hope so, I'll love the cold call I swear.

Yeah I relieve stress through shopping. FML I got even more stress now because of the numbers shown on the atm machine.

signing off,
at least, I hypnotize myself.

What's next?

2011-08-24T20:58:00.001+08:00

So I got rejected and rehire and I got a new job. That's it.

signing off,
Working tomorrow =(

Socrates on 22nd of August,2011

2011-08-22T19:49:00.004+08:00

What do you do when the rain pours? You sleep, but I tend to get a little more emotional sensitive than usual. The rain was really heavy and it took a long time to stop. Got sleepy but I was driving for a freaking three and a half hours none stop. Wait, I did stop, 5 minutes toilet break... You know what, everything you saw on the road during such heavy rain was just accidents. Owh and, uncle, please go to the side with your MOTORCYCLE and your BLACK JACKET of a HIGHWAY. I know it's cold and wet and you want to go home, but no one can see you and it's super dangerous. I'm glad that I save you and myself by driving 20km/h.

Now, back to the topic. What inspired to write today is the topic of the day- self-examine. I remembered myself doing it once in a while, but I don't remember when was the last time. Socrates says, the unexamined life is not worth living. I think I need a huge revamp inside. Guess I took too long for a break. So, for the whole last semester I'm still, sort of late to class, but not as often as last time. And sigh, not to reveal in public. By the way, I was not late for all my exams ;b

signing off,
okla I know there's nothing in the content because last minute I decided not to say anything here. hahaha happy reading my blog post :b

你知道我最爱干嘛吗？

2011-08-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

我啊，就爱往后看。
可是，脚步却继续往前走。
所以呀，常常给自己跌个四脚朝天。
可笑吗？
跌了又跌，可是却还不会给放聪明点。
痛了又痛，却还犯下同样的错。
话说人蠢无药医，我就是那种的吧。。。
伤痕累累，脸上却还要挂着招牌笑脸。
你问我累吗？我能说累吗？
是该用悲还是哀来形容呢？

signing off,
还要继续往后看吗？

水瓶座女子

2011-08-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

水瓶女子经常会独处，无论是愿意不愿意，仿佛是宿命中的安排。有时也渴望交朋友，羡慕那夜夜笙箫，众朋相聚的生活，可是，当这样的事情真正来临时，却又会退缩了。不是外在的原因，而是内心的抗拒。水瓶女子了解自己，永远是那么冷静，那么客观。她内心明白，自己是不适合敷衍那些虚伪的生活的。当面对不是自己的知心朋友时，在一群陌生人中，水瓶女子会显出出奇的不合群，甚至冷漠。不是她意识不到，而是她内心的那种正义与刚强使她实在不愿强装欢颜，同样，她也不屑那些十分会“装”的人。所以，尽管水瓶女子有时也会感到孤独，可是，当她被不熟的一群人约她时，她会毫不犹豫的拒绝，丝毫不会感到内疚。不过，对个人的邀请，水瓶女子的拒绝率还没有那么高，她能够很轻松的面对个别的人或是她喜欢的几个人，那时，她会显示出她高超的幽默感，渊博的知识，浑身散发出独特的魅力，这尤其是在异性面前，让人无法抗拒。

　　水瓶女子最大的特点中，包括神秘与冷漠，让人欲罢不能，这是其它星座都不能与之匹敌的，因为水瓶座的神秘与冷漠是一种气质，它们融合了智慧，夹杂着些许感性。她们性感，却性感得不俗气，不浮华，而是充满高贵的性感。这让男人都不得不感叹：美，却不敢让人亵渎；冷，却又是致命的吸引。越是冷，越想让人一探究竟，可是，无论多么亲近的人，都永远无法触摸到水瓶女子心中最脆弱的地方。是的，水瓶女子心中其实是很脆弱的，但她却不会轻易在外人面前显露出自己的需要，永远表现的那么刚强。同时，她也习惯了，用自己的心去启示自己。

　　想接近，或者是想追求水瓶的男人，一定要有真的智慧，并且有一颗十足的真心，否则，就会进入万劫不复的地步。水瓶是感情的高手，之所以这么说，是因为，在十二星座中，唯一只有水瓶能够处理好朋友、情人、恋人的关系。在别人看来，可能她很花心，其实，她心里一点都不在意，因为，她分得很清楚。如果一个水瓶女子问一个男人能否分清朋友与情人的界限，或者只想和这个男人做朋友时，那么这个男人就要小心了。因为，也许水瓶真的只想和他作朋友，或者是比朋友再暧昧一些也无所谓。但是，如果水瓶真的只想和一个男人作朋友，言语中或许会有暧昧，但在心理上，她是根本不会给那个男人机会的。她或许会和那个男人约会，甚至有些亲密举动，但只要她心里认定你不是她要得那个人，做这些举动，说这些话时，她不会带丝毫感情，并且事后，可以当作什么也没发生。

　　所以，爱上水瓶，却不被水瓶爱时，真是很辛苦，水瓶不会拒绝和男人来往，也不会掩饰自己的魅力。但她会做的，一定是会讲清和你作朋友。不过，呵呵，这时也不要灰心，因为水瓶是喜欢了解后再相爱的，她不信任一见钟情，和你说作朋友，其实是要给双方了解的空间，而不想在还没了解时，就被束缚住，迷糊了双眼。不过，聪明的水瓶是永远不会拒绝了解一个人的，即使了解后，她发现这个人并非是她喜欢的类型，但以她平等博爱的个性，她是真的会把你当朋友的。这让很多男人都迷惑不解，感觉到有希望，却又水中捞月，什么都得不到。不过，如果水瓶真的不喜欢你，她不想让你白白付出时，她会表现出来，无论是从言语还是行动，因为她不喜欢欠别人的情，她会叫你不要对她太好，只是有时，她拒绝人时，还是让人欲罢不能……。

　　要想吸引水瓶，就表现的男人一些吧，因为水瓶座就属于阳性星座，她喜欢处处能表现出男人味道的人，当然，这个男人还要智慧，还要很爱她，要能征服她，让她崇拜，这时，水瓶女子会毫不吝厉的表现出她的崇拜和对你的爱。她会倾其智慧，让你的生活多姿多彩。并且，她会根据这个她所爱的男人，来适当调整或改变自己，当然，前提是她很爱那个男人。

　　水瓶最讨厌的人就是在她面前自以为是，以为魅力无穷的人，对于这种人，下场只有遭到水瓶女子的冷言讽刺。水瓶讽刺人的技术是很高的，如果她不加以控制，一个男人会被她说的无地自容。水瓶女子可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。

　　她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。

　　你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。

　　她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。

　　别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，也无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。

　　千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。

　　她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁。她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。

　　在她的宝瓶里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。她瓶子里的水，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

　　她有着分裂的人格，在她身上，永远存在着两个相互对立的极端。这对她来说并不矛盾，因为她是水瓶女子，她只想活得真，虽然她明知道，活得真是要付出代价的。不知道有多少的女生会抱怨水瓶女子抢走自己的男朋友的故事。的确，是有这样的事情发生。但是，我要说，这样的结果，往往是出于水瓶座的女人对自己的朋友的爱恋和相信，是她们忠贞于友情的一种代表。

　　已经经历过一些失败的水瓶座的女人，往往更相信朋友的眼光，而不愿意相信自己的，所有朋友的男朋友，往往很容易吸引水瓶座的女子。别看她表面上一副，男未婚女未嫁这是公平竞争的样子。其实，在她们心里，是非常难过的，很多时候，她们会想，如你一般优秀的女子，肯定还可以找到更好的男人，而我，恐怕也就是这个朋友所赐的这个男人了，希望可以得到朋友的祝福和原谅。毕竟，坚硬的瓶子的外壳下是柔弱的心。

　　水瓶座的女子，其实是最爱替朋友出头的。往往那种带着自己的好友到男人那里算账的女生，都是出于这个星座。水瓶的女子，好打抱不平，对于发生在好友身上的事情，往往比对发生在自己身上的事情还要更加的在意，她们甚至对于自己的事情可以大而化小，小而化了，但是对于朋友的事情，却是眼里揉不进一点点的沙子，一定要说出个谁是谁非，一定要让自己的朋友的恶气出尽。

　　有些时候，水瓶座的女生是愤恨男人的，她们常常美丽和冷艳，她们可以驾驭男人，因为她们已经知道男人的本性。她们喜欢怜惜同性，身边的女孩受到男人的欺负，或者看到那个追求自己朋友的男人不是个省油灯，水瓶座的女子都会毫不忌讳的提出，她甚至会毫不顾忌女生会因此和自己反目的去提醒你，去保护你。因为，在她们眼里男人没什么好东西，她们绝对不能容许自己的好友在自己的眼睛底下受到男人的欺负，她们会因此抓狂的。为了好朋友，而去伤害那个花心男人的事情，也是水瓶座的女人做得最多。

　　水瓶座的女子，不一定可以很快地把你当作朋友。其实，水瓶女子是很另类的，在自己的圈子里，其实总是会有一些女人看不上她们，觉得她们是做作也好，觉得她们是犯贱也好，总之，在每一个水瓶子女的背后，肯定是有不少骂声的。所以，很多水瓶座的女子会选择独来独往。因为对于她们来说，一个人的世界不一定就是孤独的，她们很会找到生活的情趣和乐道，不非要把精力都放在女人们之间的竞争和尔虞我诈之上。换句话说，一向以另类著称的水瓶座的女人，本来也不会把那些争风吃醋的女人放在眼里，她们自有自己的一套人生定则。尽管她们可能彼此不同，但是她们都是个性的自我。

　　当然，如果你诚心的与她们交往，她们可能真的会打开自己的瓶盖，让你进去，和她们共同的享有那个瓶子。是的，你明白我这句话意味着什么吧，是的，就是意味着，一旦她们当你是朋友，就会完完全全的相信你，将自己的一切都与你分享，这样的友情，可能在这个时代看来都是有些傻的，但是水瓶座的女子给的起，尽管换来的是伤害，她们依然如故，因为她们相信自己的准则。诗人泰戈尔说过：当鸟翼系上黄金时，就飞不远了。

智者曰：“两弊相衡取其轻，两利相权取其重。”

放弃是生活中时时面对的清醒选择，学会放弃才能卸下人生的种种包袱，轻装上阵。安然的等待生活的转机渡过风风雨雨；懂得放弃，才拥有一份成熟，才会活得更加充实、坦然和轻松。

学会选择就是审时度势。扬长避短，把握时机，明智的选择胜于盲目的执着。

古人云：塞翁失马，焉知非福。

选择是量力而行的睿智和远见。

放弃是顾全大局的果断和胆识。

人生如戏，每个人都是自己生命惟一的导演，只有学会选择和放弃的人才能彻悟人生，笑看人生，拥有海阔天空的人生境界。

假装

2011-08-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑
反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐

signing off，
假装多好。。。

期待爱

2011-08-15T16:30:00.000+08:00

男:My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

男:想要找回来 (女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍 (女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来

合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在 (女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开 (女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱

男:想要找回来 (女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍 (女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来

合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在 (女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开 (女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱

合:幸福的开始就是放手去爱

signing off，
期待，期待你发现我的爱。。。

there's times in life,

2011-08-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

you got to say goodbye.

It's something you'll never get use to it, and something you'll never want to get use to. Saying goodbye doesn't meant you'll never see them anymore, just that you can't see them as often. Still, it take you to the stage that you tear for it. Silly, but that's how strong it can arose your emotions.

Told myself not to get the hangover too long, just a night, and take a step ahead. But that's not easy... It's some 4 years relationship, where you eat the same food, drink the same drink, sleep on the same bed, etc.

Good Bye my love, we'll see each other once in a while like at least once a month? Frankly, I still can't take it.

signing off,
没有你真么办，像我现在无法入眠，多想要和你聊聊天。。。

我爱他

2011-08-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

signing off，
我爱他吗?

唯一

2011-08-12T18:03:00.001+08:00

失去才会懂得珍惜但我珍惜你
伤越痛就是爱越深我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑忘了所有烦心 OH!!!
我把你紧紧拥入怀里捧你在我手心
谁叫我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯真世界你就是我唯一
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气如此形影不离
我大声说我爱的就是你
在爱的幸福国度你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你~YEYE
就是你~YEYE~就是你
我真的爱的就是你!!!
我唯一爱的就是你!!!
唯一爱的就是你~YEYE
真的爱的就是你!!

signing off，
在爱的幸福国度，你就是我唯一，我唯一爱的就是你~

TiAmo

2011-08-12T00:34:00.001+08:00

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

炎亚纶&刘力扬 - TiAmo

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
永远都觉

signing off,
TiAmo ♥

the rule of a game

2011-08-10T16:59:00.002+08:00

"if the person who set the rules can't obey them, it's not a set of rules anymore. "

signing off,
"Every time your finger pointed to someone, at least 3 fingers of yours pointed at yourself."

虚伪

2011-08-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

何解？

signing off，
不明不白。。。

何为家？

2011-08-06T23:55:00.001+08:00

家，长什么样子？

他与屋子是双胞胎，可是性格却完全不同。它们样子看起来只有一线之差，但是心里却犹如天与地的差别。

屋子犹如躯体，家人犹如内脏；爸爸是心脏，妈妈是肺，兄弟姐妹是胃是肠子是肝脏。没有任何一方，他们都活不了。

Signing off,
哭过了，也累过了。但这下才明白原来我不是肠子，而只是颗若人厌的盲肠。

仨人

2011-08-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

(郭　靜)一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
(郭　靜)兩個朋友能開心的直說
(郭　靜)三個人可以給妳勇氣
(郭　靜)可以安慰妳的失落
(郭　靜)異口同聲的說

(范瑋琪)因為有妳染上新的幽默
(郭　靜)新的幽默
(范瑋琪)也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
(郭　靜)變得輕鬆　Oh Oh Oh
(張韶涵)我們能相遇非常難得
(合　唱)所以盡情大聲唱歌　分享每一分鐘

(郭　靜)我們擁有一個真心的朋友
(范瑋琪)我們是真心的朋友
(郭　靜)就算有風吹不走我們感動
(張韶涵)吹不走我們的感動
(郭　靜)真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂
(郭　靜)妳懂我　(張韶涵)妳懂我
(郭　靜)不用說　(范瑋琪)不用說
(郭＋范)最想看見彼此的笑容

(郭　靜)一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
(郭　靜)兩個朋友能開心的直說
(郭　靜)三個人可以給妳勇氣
(郭＋范)可以安慰你的失落　異口同聲的說

(范瑋琪)因為有妳染上新的幽默
(郭　靜)新的幽默
(范瑋琪)也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
(郭　靜)變得輕鬆　Oh Oh Oh
(張韶涵)我們能相遇非常難得
(合　唱)所以盡情大聲唱歌　分享每一分鐘

(郭　靜)我們擁有一個真心的朋友
(范瑋琪)我們是真心的朋友
(郭　靜)就算有風吹不走我們感動
(張韶涵)吹不走我們的感動
(郭　靜)真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂
(郭　靜)妳懂我　(張韶涵)妳懂我
(郭　靜)不用說　(范瑋琪)不用說
(郭　靜)最想看見彼此的笑容　(張韶涵)Yeah

(范瑋琪)如果難過帶走烏雲的天空
(張韶涵)妳帶走烏雲的天空
(郭＋范)爬到雲端我陪妳繼續做夢
(郭　靜)爬到雲端我陪妳做夢
(郭＋張)好想每天陪妳看日出日落
(郭　靜)妳值得　(張韶涵)妳值得
(郭　靜)交換我　(范瑋琪)Oh～
(合　唱)一輩子最想要完成的
(郭　靜)美夢

signing off，
因為有妳染上新的幽默，也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆 ♥

十件你生命中无能为力的事..

2011-08-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

因为生活中，并不是只要努力就什么都可以的，不只是你，我们都一样，
这篇文章是写给那些正处于烦恼，迷茫中的人，看了这生命中无能为力的十件事后，
相信你会懂得很多，放开很多..

希望每个看到的人都能够过得开心，幸福！

1. 离你而去的人

离你远去的人，是他失去了你，不是你失去了他。
离开，也许是为了下个路口的更好的重逢..

“离开，生命中注定了太多的离开。”

2. 流逝的时间

时间比水流失的还要快，所以想做的事情就去努力，人这辈子，至少自己得对得起自己。
“人生在世，俯仰之间，自当追求卓越，但有尽其所能。”

3. 倒向你的墙

也许这面倒向你的墙，让你无法呼吸，也许会让你失去一切，
但是如果沉默的接受，那么，倒向你的还是那面墙，
如果你挺起肩膀，抬起头来你会发现很多事情不是向我们想象的那么糟。

“永远不要后退，退到最后无路可退。”

4. 没有选择的出身

有人天生的就是王，有人天生的就是贵族，但是很多人天生的就是平凡，
这个世界上，没有什么不可以改变的东西，尤其你想改变的话。

“追求一切美好的过程是人生珍贵的财富”

5. 莫名其妙的孤独

不管达观还是拘谨，无论高贵还是卑微，谁都可能相遇孤独的感觉，
常常深深地萦绕在不为人所知的寂寞的情怀中。

“其实是知己难求”

6. 无可救药的喜欢

一种很甜的毒药，戒不掉的东西，但喜欢终究是喜欢，不是爱..

“人，一辈子注定了被好多人喜欢，也喜欢好多人。
但是选择只有一个。并要终于这个选择。

爱，又有几个人足够幸运，能够在有生之年，正确的时间，遇到真爱呢？”

7. 无可奈何的遗忘

很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的日子里，被我们遗忘了。

人生总是因为有回忆，而多了分美好。
偶尔的回忆胜过永远的想念。毕竟日子是会越来越好的..

8. 永远的过去

一秒就成为了下一秒的过去，既然很多东西注定要失去的，
那么，我们唯一可以做到的就是不轻易忘记。

读过一句话 -
“当你总是缅怀过去的时候，证明你现在过的并不好。
所以，美好的回忆可以，但绝不留恋。
要永远憧憬，永远在现在努力。”

9. 别人的嘲笑

嘴长在别人的身上，耳朵在自己身上，
说不说，是他们的事情，
听不听，是你自己的事情了，
我们要学会微笑的面对这一切。

“不必去理会..”

10. 不可避免的死亡

生命是个过程，死亡只是必然的结果，
但轨迹是自己的色彩和温度，既然不可避免，那么就更无所畏惧。

“真的希望人是有灵魂的，不要一切皆为虚幻。”

生活中，并不是努力就一定什么都可以..
很多时候，我们也会觉得自己无能为力..
不只是你，也不只是我，大家都一样..

知道时间不可能停留，就没有必要伤春悲秋..
知道感情不可能刻意，就不会为了谁寻死觅活..
知道遗忘总是必然的，就不会为一时的忘却伤感..

知道过去始终是存在的，就没有必要遮掩和炫耀..
知道孤独总是如影随形的，就不会在某一些时刻难以自制..
知道死亡总是在将来的某一刻，就能好好把握现在能做好的..
知道这些，就不必勉强为难自己，心放开了，就什么都好了..

心放淡一点，再淡一点，没有那么多给自己设置的心结，心境也就平和了..

~文摘自Sharing 分享

signing off,
离开，也许是为了下个路口更好的重逢...

现在

2011-07-27T00:07:00.004+08:00

我说：曾经，是多么值得怀念。。。

然而，

朋友说：未来，是多么值得被期待！

虽然人生有很多值得怀念的曾经，也有很多值得期待的未来，但是，请看清眼前事。它们，才是现在最重要的。

signing off，
希望你值得期待的未来多于你值得怀念的曾经。因为，曾经你回不去，未来却已摆在眼前。

太阳，月亮，与星星。

2011-07-26T01:02:00.003+08:00

太阳说，我只在白天出现，所以我不认识月亮和星星。

月亮说，我只在夜晚出现，所以我不认识太阳。但是还好，我认识星星。

星星说，我也只在夜晚出现，所以我也不认识太阳。虽然我认识月亮，但是它却不能一直陪在我身边。

其实，它们一直以来都并肩存在，只是没能发现对方就在自己身边。

signing off，
我不是白云，我是人类。虽然不能在它们身边陪着它们，但是只要我还活着，我都会在远远的陆地陪伴着。。。

To get rid of the habit of stalking,

2011-07-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

you need to get yourself 'too' tired. Work out in the daytime to drain batteries so that you got all flats at night!

signing off,
treasure hunt was fun, durians dinner is even better!

忘了时间的钟

2011-07-19T20:30:00.001+08:00

还有没有如果还有没有结果你不要再害我
还有什么没说还有什么没做脑袋一片空
我的潇洒告诉我 hey men! let her go
我的心却哦你曾经多爱我你还记得否
为什么同一张口才说爱我又说要离开我
我像忘了时间的钟一分一秒地过却不知道越走错越多
忘了时间的钟每个人都在笑我
忘了时间的钟滴滴答答不休转啊转啊转啊别管我
忘了时间的钟好难过呜爱到最后剩什么谁告诉我
爱到最后剩什么你说
忘了时间的钟每个人都在笑我哎呀呀呀02:02.17]走的太快你说不关心你感受
走的太慢你又说赶不上潮流
你曾经多爱我你还记得否
忘了时间的钟好难过呜

signing off，
我像忘了时间的钟一分一秒地过却不知道越走错越多。。。

A distraction

2011-07-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

A good distraction appeared at the right time. And thus I didn't repeat my mistake for a few days.

that's it.

signing off,
realized how the CO-OP briefing affect us. None realized it's 3 weeks before semester ends. Hey dude, I'm gonna be unemployed soon.

I miss you ♥

2011-07-16T01:27:00.002+08:00

I don't know what hit me right now, but I felt depress in the middle of the night. Staring at the screen looking at my facebook news feed, I got a sense of being dump, a sense of being alone all the time. The depression actually got worst when I saw people interacting with each other, having fun. I got to admit it is jealousy, but there was nothing I can do. I wanted to join them, but they're not my anyone or someone, no sense of belonging at all. They're friends that I'm not close with, the hi-bye type, and awkwardness got supremely high after talking to them, never miss for all time. And right at this moment, someone came into my mind. I know you hardly read this, or actually never read this, but I just want to tell you I misses you so much! Of course there's others coming after, but you're the first one I thought of no matter what happened.

signing off,
I'm just DEPRESSED... in the middle of the night.

我错了

2011-07-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

我真的错了。。。

从一开始就错，没有停止过。

我向自己发誓，不会在犯那个错误，可我还是犯了。

signing off，
我，不要再犯同样错误了！坚持住吧，住在心里的那个小女人！

放肆

2011-07-14T19:01:00.002+08:00

好好的放肆一天，原来收获良多！虽然感觉好好，可是也不可以天天做。对因为自己的image不好。。。好像吓到人了。

signing off，
there's always something you need to trade off to get something else. I think I just lost some friends for my own happiness. Yeah, well... It's sort of trading off too. Regret, but too late. Just a new lesson in life.

the consequences of gossiping

2011-07-13T21:04:00.004+08:00

so today on my way back from the college, I gossiped about 2 guys I met lately. Interestingly, I forgot I was 2 bus earlier than the usual one I took, and thus lead to the forgotten of the existence of so much strangers.

Didn't realize and thinking the girl sitting behind was someone whom I know but won't be related to the topic (because she didn't know/ won't sebarkan my gossip), I presumptuously talk about him and him. Sigh, but good things never stay long. Once I got down from the bus, I found out she was someone who I thought having a crush with one of the guy I was talking about. Of course I talked nothing bad, but just how coincidentally the two guys use to interrupt my life together and leave together. I also found out that the 2 guys know each other, so I sense danger that this might be some trap I would fall into. It sounds like I liked both of them, but I don't know because I don't feel anything special. I got a shocked! #shamexinfinity

Gahhh~ Why would life be this challenging? Now only 2 ways the story might be continue, I lost 2 friends, or she didn't hear anything. FML max!

signing off,
kena muka tembok jer lah since there's only few weeks left. Anyway, people said 解释等于掩饰. I know, but I just got to make it clear. #fmlxinfinity

Dinosaur attacked!

2011-07-12T18:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah, what you know about dinosaur attack? You don't, but I do.

No new phone, no new laptop, no new car, no new printer, no new CPU... That was only part of the dino attack! *and part of emo attack*

signing off,
no no I don't want the title Dinosaur!

p/s: I don't want to be the ancient #yorais2

Dear Malaysian

2011-07-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

I'm not a supporter of any party, and neither me trying to create some chaos. But look at this, look at how things happened, and how things had been.

signing off,
I cried, I worried, I hated. What about you?

Don't let go? or...

2011-07-10T20:16:00.001+08:00

never could imagine life without
from the moment you walked into my world
never knew how long a loving flame would burn
but losing you has forced me to learn
that we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go

so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go

everytime i try to make a stand at all
i see your face again and i fall
in the middle of the night theres a scent of a rose
the smell of your perfume i suppose
but we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go

so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go

maybe if we met each other under a different sky
maybe then things would be much better between you and i
(we could hold)
we can always hold on to this one special thing we share
but it would be to much for us to bare

so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
let it go let it go

signing off,
some parts of the lyrics caught me so I share ♥

水瓶

2011-07-10T17:33:00.001+08:00

真的爱单身吗？

signing off，
♥ 水瓶座的我。

今天会是很好的一天吗？

2011-07-08T15:59:00.002+08:00

天亮才睡着的我，今天没上课去。失眠了。。。

半夜一点钟，门铃响了起来，来了位先生。不知道是搭讪还是什么，聊了将近两个小时。刚刚看到YAHOO奇摩势，它说“桃花運強，有機會與心儀的異性單獨交談。好好把握這個千載難逢的機會” 没有心儀，但是倒聊了不少。可是话题好奇怪。。。该说是男人的本性，还是其他什么的吗？这样说，你们猜到是什么话题了吗？他问我关于性的东西。囧吧？他先问我有没有男朋友，再问我有没有和男朋友以外的男人发生性关系的经验。。。事实是，本小姐可还是完整无缺，而且也没有交往经验，超囧！他应该是需要位旁听者，听听他的心事吧？

有时候真的觉得很奇怪，当你没有的时候就什么都没有，连一丁点都没有。可是当你有的时候，却什么东西都来，让你乱了阵脚。第二次了，要嘛都不来，要嘛一起来。什么意思？

signing off，
到底是什么意思？你解释清楚好不好？我，昏了头！

灰

2011-07-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

羡慕与嫉妒，就只有一线之差？

难道没有交错点，难道没有并肩存在的时候？

signing off，
每件事，都被列为黑与白，难道没有灰色地带？

飘飘

2011-07-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

是有心之作，还是无心之错？

signing off，
别了。

and so the story went on...

2011-07-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

Why? Because time don't stay back and wait for you.

It's weird to have the feeling I don't have enough time but others live well with it. They have 24 hours a day, and so do I.

signing off,
It's all depends on you! *moral class*

水瓶座会假装接受? 不可能！！！

2011-06-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

水瓶是个很善良的星座，他们对朋友很好，认定的话，就是真正的肝胆相照，永不离弃，相当的重感情。也正是因为重感情，就不会玩感情的游戏，不会因为图一时新鲜，或是一时的激动，就假装接受一段感情，或是接受别人过错的道歉，甚至是接受一部戏剧的不完美结局。如果不喜欢，如果很反感，即使无奈的同意了百分之九十，也没办法假装自己诚心接受了。

signing off，
为什么有种落寞的感觉？
又 ‘想念’ 了吗？

p/s: I'm so emo right now I want a cute baby boy like Jung Yoo Geun ='(

水瓶女♥

2011-06-26T21:24:00.005+08:00

外表温和甜美，内心层次丰富纵深。走进她内心的路途正如花瓶形态，于瓶颈至瓶腔的过渡中过滤稀疏。那段漫长的路，若不能瞬间点亮她瓶心的花火（比如瞬间秒杀她的男人；或一个深深撼动她灵魂的时刻），那必定会走得艰辛无比。情商演技炉火纯青，爱憎貌似模糊，实则丝丝分明。感情野史复杂，真爱线索简单（即主线明朗，分支驳杂）。对不爱的男人有非凡的掌控力，对爱的男人有惊人的忍耐力。

爱一个人，也会爱上那份因他而生的想象（想象力惊人而可爱）。会为爱的男人洗手做羹汤（并无谓对方身份条件），也会因情变而冷酷决绝（心凉至死不再回头。幻想破灭之前仍会回头）。想得开，放不下。追求平和中带激情的自由生活，精神世界一空乏就变成岸上的鱼（会因为懒或纠结而自暴自弃窒息一阵），但总会再循路回到海中。偶尔为填补空虚或奇怪的理由而做荒唐的事，习惯在自虐中疗伤与重生。气质多变，性格棱面多，在每个朋友眼里都是不同的她，但都很喜欢她。

眼神灵气，偶有欲迎还推的暧昧感。有时淘气任性有时懂事知性（随心情及对象变化），多有异想天开念头，对待爱情有些小作（内心不安感促使），需反复确认（愿意相信但不易信任）。对认定的事情倔强死不悔改（忠于精神追求），拥有强大而细腻的感受力和理解力，看人待事一针见血（出言偶尔会无意伤人而不自知)。清高的人看她觉得清高，亲切的人看她觉得她邻家小妹（其实怎样的人就看出怎样的结果，自己的想法会先入为主）。理智清醒，选择了多金厚道的男人结婚（但并不奢求男人专一，看得清也看得开），生活因物质安全而更显安全，爱情（不一定爱，尚且把这叫感情）因男人厚道也更显安全。从年轻时的缥缈幻想，到结婚时的成熟实惠，她终于实现了曾用青春追寻的安全感，妥当着陆。

*有时候，不是我要介意就介意。*

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有时候很好奇自己的个性是怎么样形成的。回想起来，原来是被忽略和精神折磨练出来的。

为什么减肥常常失败？因为家里不但不支持，还会故意的引诱你。

为什么会有一点自闭？因为常常被忽略。

为什么会有lansi的脸？因为是爸爸妈妈生的。

有因必有果，完全没错。

signing off，
其实我还有好多的为什么。。。
我有一种正在想念某某人的感觉，可是却不知道那某某人是谁。
我好想你哦！正在想念的那个人。
真想有个可以想念的人。

I tried to write something, but the something is not coming out.

2011-06-20T23:30:00.004+08:00

I really didn't know what to write. I have a thought in my mind, but I didn't know how to express it.

It was something like this. Today when I read the newspaper, I saw 4 death because of car accident aged between 15-30 years old. They're friends, all not married, and of course without child. I wonder why God take away their lives in such a cruel way.

then, I read about Alvis Kong. Every time I came across this name, I wonder, is love that powerful that it worth a live?

I always wonder about a lot of things, about myself, people around me and actually, everything. Apparently, I'm wondering why am I writing this down.

signing off,
drank half bottle of Hoegaarden beer but it doesn't taste good.

McDonald's Coca-cola Can Cups

2011-06-16T16:07:00.002+08:00

So the other I saw a notice from McDonald's Malaysia. THE COCA-COLA CAN CUP (ALL SIX COLORS) ARE AVAILABLE AGAIN IN ALL MCDONALD'S PENISULAR! Being the Ms. Gan Jiong, I left all my homework (worth 1k USD) aside, and went to all the branch near me. Ended up only one branch have the cups on that day and freaking sold out. However, I couldn't go around yesterday to look for the cups because I was in KL for one whole without a car. I was freaking gan jiong I was worried that all the cups will be sold out but I couldn't leave my homework because the due date was 12pm today. I put all my concentration on my homework and once it's due, I freaking go around again to search for the cups! Guess what? I went to Klang Bandar Puteri's McDonald's and they said all the cups are available. I got freaking superb excited I ordered 3 large set of meals and pay them with my one week pocket money. When I went collect my cups (foods) they told me there's only 1 color left. In 3 minutes time, they got all their cups sold off. Hell yeah, they lied to me so that I buy 3 large set of meals from them. They're such a huge global food retailers, the fast food market leaders and yet they lied to sell 2 extra sets of meals. How pathetic was that? So when I came back, I got very annoyed I posted on their facebook page. What they replied was "Sorry to hear of this experience! The response has been overwhelming." double FTL. However I managed to trade the glass thanks to Alex Loon Kai Lit. Now I can has a full set COCA COLA CAN CUPS!

signing off,
btw I entered the wish and win contest hoping that I'll get one set but I can see how severe is the competitiveness of the event.

2011-06-14T16:27:00.001+08:00

I actually leave my final exam aside and drive around for coca cola can cups FML and I got none because all was sold out. double FML

signing off,
Damn it I'mma gonna screw my exams

what's so hard about life?

2011-06-14T01:14:00.002+08:00

believe me or not, I cried looking at the video below:

I don't know why... If someone ever do this to me I would have run away on the spot because it was freak *F that fella's life*.

Back to the topic, I went for charity work on Sunday... Do you believe me? Please do so because I had got a whole body ache after that. Good experience because I did something out of the box. Something that's not in my comfort zone, something that I felt embarrassed doing*not looking down on the job but my self-esteem killed me*, something that I'll probably never try but I feel good after that *clap hands* - I hard sell! Being a promoter for Yakult and F&N makes me feel good because I never want to be a promoter besides the saliva dripping pay but I think I will do it next time. All was good, but not until I realize I got no pay for that.

Ookay I'm out of topic again. I just want to tell you that 'YOU'RE ALL LUCKY KIDS BECAUSE YOU HAVE A PERFECT BODY!' By calling you perfect I meant you have what the others around you have. I don't want to look at those pictures taken on that day because it makes you feel some pain, something like someone is slicing your heart into pieces. Seriously, if you think you're unfortunate because you don't have a Gucci, a LV, an iPhone or whatever it is, you're definitely not. Appreciates what you're having now before it's too late. Look at those kids in the orphanage, not only left by their parents, they're unable. Still, they tried their best to live a life. Seriously, learn to appreciates from now on if you never.

signing off,
great, I shall start appreciating my chance to go to college and go back to the hell lots of assignments awaiting. I appreciates the opportunity but hey they're too much! Dang~

I was surprised...

2011-06-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

...and realized, there's only 2 persons in this world read my blog.

Glad that they did, and glad that the others don't.

signing off,
Do all Aquarius have mood swing that frequent? I wonder...

#984456563211565448976543615 Post

2011-06-06T16:58:00.003+08:00

#1 I was suppose to finish my science report today and EFE+IFE on excel spreadsheet but I do nothing till now. Sleepeh~

#2 Using my freaking noise prove keyboard but grrrrh the top column of number keys aren't functioning.

#3 I was so obsessed with myself I started to make-up at 12am and have to clean my face at 2am after all the ss.

#4 Everyday I woke up the first thing that come to my mind is 'I NEED $$$$$!'

#5 Then the next thing that come to my mind is 'I don't want to work!'

#6 and then the next thing that come is 'I want a new phone!'

#7 then the next thing again is 'I want a new car!'

#8 then the next thing that come is 'I want a new bag!'

#9 then again something that come to my mind is 'I want a pair of new eyes!'

#10 then there comes the most applicable thing that come to the mind, 'Go and die then reborn!' FML

signing off,
seriously, did I erhem erhem erhem erhem erhem?

Sunday Afternoon

2011-06-05T17:24:00.003+08:00

What can you do if you're a night person like me? Can't think, can't work and can't even sleep in the afternoon... I can't think of any right now. I just played angry birds then plants vs zombie then angry birds again then plants vs zombie again then... They're all lame games!

The weather is HAWT! I sweat so much in the shopping center yesterday I can't take the risk to linger around outside so I have to stay at home.

and just when I'm typing this I realized my neighbor had 2 Astro decoder, one silver plate and one black plate. Owh and the other neighbor used Toshiba air-conditioner. I'm bored...

this is getting lame and I'm going to post a self-shot picture as an end:

okay this is lame too...

signing off,
bye

The Art by God

2011-06-03T23:10:00.004+08:00

source: http://www.desktopedia.com/wallpaper/Lake-Sunrise/

The sun today in the morning is so pretty.
Pinkish orange, round, with a dramatic cloud on the bottom.
Don't get to snap a picture of it because I'm driving on a highway,
but it'll stay in my mind forever.
I wish I could see such beautiful sun every morning,
it gives hopes, warm and a sense of comfort.

signing off,
It's a sunrise that looks like a sunset.

p/s: the road without jam is loves =)

what makes me a wonders of the world

2011-06-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

When you talk about the wonders of the world, people know the Pyramid of Giza, The Colosseum in Rome, the Great Wall of China, Hagia Sophia, Stonehenge, Taj Mahal, Machu Picchu, etc. But, why none of the people know about you, you you outside who's also one of the wonder of the world?

I don't get it, why people always call themselves a normal person? What's the definition of a normal person, what makes you a normal person, and who set the criterion of a normal person? I wonder sometimes... WAIT! I wonder all the time.

I'm a normal girl who lives in a normal world. I have normal hair, normal eye, normal mouth, normal legs, normal sweat glands, normal nose, normal DNA, normal fingerprints... Hey, normal DNA and fingerprints? That were things that made you different from others!

Think again, are you normal? Are you common? Are you not the alien?

signing off,
everyone is different. You can't compare, and you can't contrast.

记忆

2011-05-30T19:07:00.006+08:00

很久很久以前，有个很爱说话的小女孩。

很久很久以前的某一天，她变得不再爱说话了。

今天，她忽然想了想让她不再爱说话的原因，

可是，她找不到。

她回到了很久很久以前的记忆里，

那记忆却让她觉得很不可思议。

为什么她的记忆里，没有快乐，只有悲伤？

为什么她的记忆里，没有美好，而只有丑陋的过去？

signing off,
难道，她没有快乐过？
难道，她的人生没有美好过？

星星堆满天

2011-05-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

好的时候你是真的对我非常好
差的时候你也真是狠的不得了
爱过的人应该都知道那是一种什么味道
能不能爱就好
别吵

你说我太需要浪漫你很受不了
我说你太粘花惹草我也快疯了
爱过的人应该都知道说不出那是种什么味道
没有我的日子你好不好
我好无聊

星星堆满天
也不能比月圆
在我心里面
有那么一点
对爱的不知和对你的坚持
星星堆满天
我还是最爱月圆
我中你的毒
我中你的邪
我无药可解我为爱付出一切

星星堆满天
也不能比月圆
在我心里面
有那么一点
对爱的不知和对你的坚持
星星堆满天
我还是最爱月圆
我中你的毒
我中你的邪
我付出一切
我为爱付出一切

啦啦啦......

词：林暐哲

演唱：楊乃文

signing off,
星星虽然堆了满天，可是遍布的乌云却把他们藏起来了。。。

this is the one past a century post.

2011-05-26T17:39:00.002+08:00

so, this will be the "jokes I had made lately" post.

#1 I posted my facebook status on my college college page and firefox crashed as the same time it got posted. Seconds later when I got back to the page, some one 'liked' my post FML

#2 I dropped my car key on the bus last week and FML they bus was sent to service after we went down. I longed for the key for 2 freaking classes.

#3 I had a clock that tell me 6.45am while it's already 7am.

#4 In the past 2 weeks, my house alarm rang every time I off my light. My dad got panicked every time because the noise disturb my neighbors and he couldn't off the alarm in the shortest time so he got annoyed.

#5 I just got myself a bubble tea with pearl and FML I dropped them.

#6 there's a lizard in my car and I never realize that until someone saw it. FML I've been car pooling a lizard for days/weeks/years... (I couldn't find it to shooo it off FML xinfinty)

#7 I don't remember I brought the GPS to college everyday someone thought I was worried that the bus got lost.

#8 writing this post itself is a joke,

#9 and making you read this is actually another joke

#10 awwww, I was just kidding.

signing off,
I forgot that I haven't click on the 'publish post' button and I left this untouch for a few minutes

2011-05-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

you know what,
holding tight doesn't mean you won't loose it,
because you might hurt him/her;
holding firm doesn't mean you won't let go,
because you might feel tired;
letting go doesn't mean you lost it,
because the hand is still there,
waiting for you to hold it firm again.

signing off,
don't stretch a rubber band too tight,
it may just break in the next second.

有这么一个水瓶座

2011-05-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

水瓶座特别，所以我很喜欢这个星座，但有时候却因为我是这个星座而烦恼…

水瓶讨厌没有把握的事情，喜欢刺激却不喜欢冒险，而且讨厌假设。别问他喜欢怎样的人/事物，就算让他遇到了他所说出的条件，也未必会爱上那个人或事物。因为水瓶善变，而且要些什么，自己也不知道…

水瓶不爱笑,就算开心也不想笑(除狂欢时)…但在他在乎的人面前，他总是笑着的…

当水瓶被误会时，会以“很小事”来骗自己，用笑来掩饰自己的伤口。笑,只是种工具，一个面罩…

什么才算大事？他也说不上，能忍则忍，结果一再被伤害。伤口痛了，才发现自己多么地傻 (这时那个制造伤口的臭东西酱受到超级整蛊)。

水瓶就是不爱解释，不爱做多余又麻烦的事情，认为越解释越糟糕，所以常被误会,且不闻不问不在乎。

其实水瓶不坏，除了爱捣蛋以外，其他事情该对他抱有信任。他做的每件事情，都一定会有原因…(有时候原因是贪玩啦~!)

他就像站在台上的演员，一直更换角色，不懂哪个是自己。其实全都不是，当他一个人的时候，才会卸下武装…

水瓶座喜欢独处，但却害怕寂寞。若身边有个手机或能解闷的东西在身边，便会感到有安全感…

当他受委屈时，请给他一些时间冷静，并在他身体陪着他。别追问他“为什么，为什么”的，若他想说，他一定会说。别说：我知道你委屈了…那样，他会忍着泪对你笑，并比之前更难受…

水瓶理智？或许因为如此，让他错过许多开心的过程。认为开心过去，伤心正排着对到来…

请别想读懂水瓶座…

没人会懂他，就连自己也一样…

So the mission continued

2011-05-17T20:26:00.005+08:00

to get rid of the older post from the front page.

Life is getting harder. I don't know what am I doing right now (of course I know I'm blogging duh) and what am I suppose to do in my future. I guess I'm having role conflict like what Erik Erikson said but I'm already pass the age of having such trouble FML I was suppose to be in stage 6, and I should have struggle between intimacy and isolation. Identity vs Confusion is already out I guess that stage doesn't develop properly and I'm gonna suffer the rest of my life because of the under development of stage 5. I was struggling for both stages together now can someone explain to me what just happened?

I've read tons of article about how an Aquarius will behave and I think they got it all right. I was such an idiot...

I'm regretting about Marketing lately and thought I should have go into IT or ID or GD. Yet, I love Marketing so much at the same time. Owh, please tell me what to do. I need my confidence back and I definitely need to beautify myself for my own sake!

signing off,
yes, you just read a junk article in the past 5 minutes.

The other day...

2011-05-16T16:25:00.003+08:00

... I was so excited wanting to blog and blogger screwed me up. wtf And today, I have actually nothing to write but I just want to get rid of the older posts from my front page wtfxinfinity

Actually, I forgot to buy moisturizing milk from Guradian FML and I'm gonna live without moisturizing milk in this weather because I spent the money to buy my moisturizing milk FMLX2

And hor, I don't know why I can't do my DE earlier and I regretted for not doing it earlier every Sunday night FMLX3

Besides, I just want to rumble around because I have no one to talk to #foreveralone

and the #dreamoftheday is that I slimmed down and I had a super hot body FMLX4

hope no one will be reading this thnx to #yorais for banning internet.

#foreveralone WHAIII UUUEEE NNOOOO HAPPPYYYY???????!!!!!!!!!!

#foreveralone I'm super moody lately I don't know why T^T

signing off,
Y U NO XXXXXXXX ?!

春心荡漾

2011-05-09T21:09:00.005+08:00

Beyond- 喜欢你
细雨带风湿透黄昏的街道
抹去雨水双眼无故地仰望
望向孤单的晚灯是那伤感的记忆
再次泛起心里无数的思念
以往片刻欢笑仍挂在脸上
愿你此刻可会知是我衷心的说声
喜欢你那双眼动人笑声更迷人
愿再可轻抚你那可爱面容
挽手说梦话像昨天你共我
满带理想的我曾经多冲动
屡怨与她相爱难有自由
愿你此刻可会知是我衷心的说声

每晚夜里自我独行随处荡多冰冷
已往为了自我挣扎
从不知她的痛苦
She be do She be do
She be do
Oh My love My darling
I hunger for your touch

signing off,
心情好复杂。。。
是时候再把面具戴上了，太无肆太曝露会闯祸的！

Result is out!

2011-05-06T21:06:00.005+08:00

生气!

Malacca =)

2011-05-06T01:11:00.005+08:00

Day 1:
#1 Christ Church *weather hot*
#2 Museum Samudera *lotsa kid =Z*
#3 Chicken Rice *normal jer*
#4 Durian Cendol *nice for the weather*
#5 Tang House *not bad*
#6 Capitol Satay Celup *something special*
#7 Dataran Pahlawan *walk and walk*
#8 Peach Ice blended + pearl *err, not that nice after all*
#9 Newton's egg fried oyster, fruit rojak and the fish thingy *err, normal food*

Day 2:
#1 Kaya toast + half boiled egg + tea *not bad*
#2 Makko *looks nice but taste okay only*
#3 pineapple cookies *bought 2 and everyone in the house said not nice FML*
#4 Mille Crepe *something new but not my thing. Have 4 in the fridge and everyone in the house is not liking it.
#5 PJ SS2 Food Street- fish head meehon *taste normal only*
#6 home sweet home ♥ ♥ ♥

love the people, the place and the food! Giving Wong Chee Hong big big credit and appreciation for holding my 10kgs bag for 2 days. Also thanks Wei Wei, Joo Li, Siew Mei, Jue Lyn, and Pek Kuan for the wonderful moment and pictures =) Can't live my life without you guys! ♥ x infinity

xxxxxx

To-Do List:
#1 Don't be too friendly to new friends.
#2 Don't talk too much
#3 Hide myself in the house
#4 When can I slim down?
#5 Study smart

signing off,
♥ dozzing off ♥

不虚伪

2011-04-29T13:52:00.002+08:00

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，

在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，

并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑，

不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，

大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

这一种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡

即使有不错的朋友，她还是无奈的笑笑

其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下

不会接受，因为不想伤害。

这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，

也会幻想，也会羡慕，

幻想着将来自己的恋爱

该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜！

这一种女孩子，

喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。

即使没有男朋友，

在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，

朋友问她怎么了她也只会说没事

其实她只是感觉累了，

她只是需要一个拥抱。

这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，

不要认为她放肆，

她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候

喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，

其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，

如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，

她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情，

她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，

她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，

大声的笑，放声的闹。

当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”

她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。

若你遇到了这样的女孩，

如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，

其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，

你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。

如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，

因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。

原谅她的冷漠，

她只是怕伤害你！

若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。

她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。

她只是想静静的看着你，

当你的观众，仅此而已。

哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

如果你们已经在一起了，

请你好好珍惜她。

这样的女孩子、太傻，

请你别让她受伤。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

她有她的梦想，她的希望。

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

她时而快乐，时而忧伤；

时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

时而邪恶，时而善良；

时而脆弱，时而坚强！

你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子！

文摘自我爱你·只是单单所谓的一句“曾经”

2011-04-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

忽然有种失落的感觉，为什么？

xxx

今天并不是很好的一天，没有在享受的感觉。

xxx

有一种心正在往下沉的感觉，非常不好受。。。

signing off，
我不明白为什么。。。

如果有一天、我这样了，不要怪我

2011-04-21T11:04:00.004+08:00

如果有一天、

我变得没心没肺了、

请记得、

我曾经也善良过 ...

如果有一天、

我变得更冷漠了、

请记得、

我曾经要人陪的时候你都只说忙...

如果有一天、

我变得目中无人了、

请记得、

曾经也没有人把我放在心里...

如果有一天、

我不再在乎你了、

请记得、

曾经也没人听过我的心事 ...

如果有一天、

我不再对你笑了、

请记得、

你曾经也没有问我过的快不快乐...

如果有一天、

我不再关心你了、

请记得、

一直以来我也是一个人哭一个人笑 ...

如果有一天、

我对一切都绝望了、

请记得、

曾经是你一直让我失望...

如果有一天、

你讥讽我的颓废、

请记得、

从曾经的单纯到现在的做作、

我经历了怎样的疲惫...

如果有一天、

你都可悲我的堕落、

请记得、

从曾经到现在也只有我自己在乎自己 ...

如果有一天、

我变的不再单纯、

不再天真，

请记得，

从前就是因为我的单纯天真而总是伤痕累累...

如果有一天`

如果真的有一天我真的变坏了、

变堕落了，

请你们一定要记得我曾经也善良过 ...

文摘至〖心情〗﹌爱情、友情、亲情文章分享区‥•

signing off,

如果你认识以前的我，你会发现文章所形容的很像我。

但是，已经不是 ‘如果有一天’，因为那一天已经过了。

我并不想变，而经历却静悄悄的把以前的我带走。

I

2011-04-09T14:55:00.001+08:00

have the habit of wearing headphones without playing the music.

signing off,
I'm a professional stalker =P

想象与真实，也差太多了吧?

2011-04-07T01:37:00.003+08:00

人啊，总希望可以有个美好的开始，未来，与结局。
可是，有多少人在美好的开始后继续美好下去呢？
那又有多少人有了美好的未来，再拥有美好的结局呢？
而且，有谁可以肯定。没有了美好的开始，就不会有美好的未来与结局；
又有谁可以肯定，有了美好的开始，没有美好的未来，就没有美好的结局？
更扯的是，谁说没有美好的开始与未来，就不能有美好的结局呢？
没人能肯定吧？

signing off,
人生无常啊，珍惜眼前的一切吧！

time flies

2011-04-02T20:17:00.004+08:00

Next semester will be my last semester. As I mentioned, time flies. How can a 4 years courses ending in a blink of eyes?

When I first visit the college, it was the time I wanted so much to escape form six. I have no choice but to go anywhere I can, with an affordable price. I'm not that poor that I couldn't afford school fees, but I promised my dad to enter form six, to save cost. Still, I gave him a hit unprepared, a 4 years burden. I wanted to say sorry and thank you but I'm glad I did it or I'll definitely regret for the rest of my life.

With excitement, I entered the college with the joy of escaping the world 2nd tough exam and that I could stay together with one of my best friends. I think the joy doesn't last long, because she had got a boyfriend, very soon after we entered the college. With lots of bad impressions and comments, I try to persuade you not to stay in that relationship because I know that you're innocent. I don't know him, and I thought I was suppose to protect my friends, but I'm definitely wrong. My friend over 5 years left me for a guy she knew for a few months. What a mock... I know you wanted to be in the 2 men world, so there you go. I cried my lungs out, stand up firm again, and I have more best and close friends now. I'm glad that you did it, because without all these I wouldn't have grown, wouldn't have know how to let go, wouldn't have know to care less, and wouldn't have all my friends today. Thank you for all the experiences, now I know the feeling of being dumped even without a boyfriend. Not to be sarcastic, but this definitely take me a step advance in my life. Still, I still don't like how you think you're sacrificing for me when you guys broke up after months. We're all cleared when you broke up, nothing to be relate together between me and you. Still, we're friend but not that close anymore.

So there the story continues, I'm now alliance with other friends, and I'm glad that I have them in my life. Without them, I don't know what am I today. They're people who helped me overcome obstacles, share my happiness and sadness, and see me without my mask. But, not thoroughly hahaha. I can't imagine what will my life like if I'm not associated with them, what is friends, what is studies, what is hanging out, what is.... Seriously, I know nothing. I want to thank them sincerely, without you guys, I'm really nothing. Thank you so much for being part of my life! In fact, I tried to imagine my life without all of you, but I can't. I just hope that you guys will not be only part of my life, but the rest of my life. *loves x infinity*

Of course, I have more people to thank, like everyone I knew in the college. Even though we're not as close (even after so many vacation trips together FML I have bad human relations I think), or just 'Hi-Bye' friends, I still want to thank you for being a part of my life. You guys are still here, in my heart, just that we don't often see each other much. Thank you for giving so much sweet memories, Genting, Penang, PD, etc, just many loves. And thanks to those passerby, those who comes and leaves, for making my life meaningful. A movie can't complete with only the lead actor acting in it.

I have so much more to write, but I don't know where to start. Guess I'll just keep them in my heart. I just want to tell everyone outside who knew me, and whom I knew, I still love you guys out there even though I didn't show it. Not expressing doesn't meant don't right? I looks cool but I'm not, just iceberg at the outside but volcano in the inside okay. Every time I see you sad I wanted to comfort you and hug you tight but my body just don't follow instruction I'm so sorry. So if you're sad and need hugs just come to me and hug me I'll definitely hug you back tight tight till you can't breath.

p/s: thinking I'm very 'siu hei' is it? After so long still remember that incident. Tell you what, you won't forget how your boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you for the rest of your life, and it's applicable in my case just that she's not my boy. And hor, a boy don't value that much to me but a friend close like sister will. A wound that turned into a scar is forever with you. If I'm 'siu hei' I won't even look at her lor.

signing off,
I cried when I thought of leaving you guys. Don't always call me cold blooded or cruel okay. I very sentimental one. *loves*

原来我就是水瓶座

2011-03-28T23:17:00.008+08:00

平常

总是和大家嘻嘻哈哈的

可是每一个的笑容中的成份

一定会有那麽一点点的悲伤

可以说水瓶是矛盾的

有时

在悲伤到不行的时候

还是会很努力的绽放笑容

水瓶就是那麽喜欢勉强自己

总认为自己比别人坚强

而忽视了自己的伤痕

某种程度上来说

水瓶是健忘的

水瓶会因为你不回信息而生气

可是

当你回了信息

水瓶会忘了自己本来是多麽的生气

然后笑着回覆

这样的事情一直重複

可是水瓶就是无法阻止自己

这也是水瓶的矛盾吧？

水瓶真的有很多朋友

当然也承受过背叛

出于矛盾的心理

就算被背叛过

还是会把对方当成朋友

再一次被背叛

再一次的原谅

总把别人想得太脆弱

把自己想得太坚强

我并不是个很相信人的水瓶

也不算不相信人啦

只是习惯把不开心的事跟自己说

总是对朋友很好

却拒绝掉别人对自己的好

总认为自己很坚强

有什么事都能自己解决

就算流了泪

也装着没事

水瓶

就是那麽爱逞强

可是谁也不知道

水瓶想要的

只是在水瓶说他很好的时候

有人可以跟他们说：“我知道你并不好。”

如果如果

你身边也有个水瓶座的朋友

请常常关心他们吧

他们是很渴望被关心的

只是要他们卸下面具

可能还需要一些些的时间

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

心里有一种无形的抗拒，天生就爱脱离的意念。

我就喜欢不接电话

我就喜欢不回信息

我就喜欢不修边幅

我就喜欢不出所料

我就喜欢不辞而别

我就喜欢不置可否

我就喜欢不闻不问

我就喜欢不同凡响

一堆做了也不会让我获益的废事，也只有我这个废人可以体会当中的滋味。

拿了一撮的砂糖，洒在蚂蚁出没的地方，看它们紧张的神情，好似说：“天降美食，天降美食！”

坐在厕所的马桶，不是大解，也不是小解，我纯粹是为了感觉。可能阳光从高处透明的窗直射，微风让悬挂的厕纸飘逸，我觉得喜欢。

昨夜失眠时想的问题，还在脑海徘徊。闷热的中午，明明很困，躺在床上，隐隐约约听见楼下播放的新闻，我什么也没做，想得烦了，也不再要想，可我才发现，原来要大脑休息，是那么的困难。明明不想思考，却总会浮现一些画面。像一个人不断的在对你说话那般。

我该理会的，是现在我藐视的。

我意外的发现，我追求的，不是我想要的，是世界让我想要的。

我真正想要的是，

在没有人认识的街道，我穿梭于人群中。

望望人们脸上的表情，看看人们走路的姿势。

瞧瞧那浮云，像是喷射物，很刺眼，所以回避了。

很累了，找个摊子坐下。

等一下，我还想去逛一逛。不是早市，夜市。

我想要到住宅区，看看他们的房子，从窗子窃视，可能我会发现乐趣。

晚一些，我要到阳台。就这么睡着，就算着凉也值得！

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原来你这样珍惜我

从前在热恋中都未听讲过

别说这种行货　哪裡留得住我

到底是为什麽分手你很清楚

如可笨到底　但到底　还是我

谁人待我好　待我差　太清楚

想继续装傻　却又无力受折磨

心裡羡慕那些人　盲目到不计后果

我就回去　别引出我泪水

尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪

若然道别是下一句　可以闭上了你的咀

无谓再会　要是再会　更加心碎

要是回去　没有止痛药水

拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡

十年后或现在失去　反正到最尾也唏嘘

够绝情　我都赶我自己出去

犹如最结实的堡垒

原来在　逐点崩溃　逐点粉碎

极固执的如我　也会捱不下去

每天扮着幸福　始终有些心虚

这首耳熟能详的歌曲，我想。。是给水瓶座贴切不过的一首歌

对于水瓶座来说，很多时候，戴面具，是一件必须做的事，因为，水瓶座的观察力太好了，很容易察觉到身边的变化，很多事情都用笑笑带过，因为天生博爱，习惯会委屈自己。水瓶座很容易看穿，哪些人利用他，哪些人对他好。为了博爱两个字，水瓶座就会开始分析，要如何保持一个完美状况。

水瓶座不喜欢别人的束缚，就因为他认为，人要有一颗自由的心，才能发出最美光辉。除非，他认为你是他的梦想的一部分，那么，恭喜你，你已经变成了他最珍惜的人，但，不是每个人都有这个机会的，因为，水瓶座的脑里，有这个世界的每一个人。

当然，假如你把水瓶座给甩了。。很多时候，他选择一个人哭，但在你面前，会给你一个很灿烂的微笑。让你知道，你走了。。他也会变得很快乐。当然，这是他做出来的，他不会给你看见到底他有多痛苦。。这就因为，唯一给他力量的梦想，已经破灭。

水瓶座有的时候很矛盾，他对自己的分析能力与智慧感到自豪，同时也因为如此优秀的能力，总是能知道哪里有问题，但无奈的是，很多事情他都无法解决。水瓶座假如曾经摔过，那么，他就会有一种抹不去的不安全感。虽然看不出来，但是，他们还是会对身边的事情，做出一切的预测。。因为这样，才能让他不再受到那种伤害，犯下同样的错误。。但往往，他们都会犯下同一个错误。。在同一份地方跌倒。。

水瓶座做事情，很多时候，都会有一些后悔，水瓶座没有射手潇洒

很多时候，他们都会在暗地里独自面对那个伤口，不要任何药物，让自己接受‘’惩罚‘’

之后，就会安慰自己，用理智的绳子，把自己硬生生地拉回来。

水瓶座最特别的事情，就是自我嘲讽，唯有这样，才能让自己彻底从先前的梦境中醒过来

歌词里，用水瓶座爱流泪，就是一个很好的自己讽刺，水瓶座，不会在你面前哭。。他会独自哭。

水瓶座，说真的。。流泪吗？

对你说。眼泪是他们因为梦想所凝结的悲伤。。

有喝过长岛冰茶吗？虽有澹澹茶香，却足够让你醉个不省人事。

谈的茶香，代表着水瓶座的梦想，他的乐观、、

而，那酒精，其实就是水瓶座麻醉自己在追求梦想时所遇到的痛苦

了解水瓶座为什么会善变吗？

因为他一定要找一个方法，让自己冲向梦想

善变的同义词，就是没安全感

有人说金牛座固执，我觉得不然。

水瓶座才是最固执那个。。

明知自己承受不了，都要拿起。不是为了自己，很多时候。。都是为了别人。。

不会表达自己的情绪，所以才会掩饰

有的时候，你觉得水瓶座很无聊。。总是很搞怪

其实，他只是要你快乐。。因为，唯有你们的快乐，才能让他觉得世界是有希望的。。

就请你为他而笑吧。。

水瓶，永远都是玻璃做的，碎了。。需要将自己放入滚热的火炉，才能缝合。。这句话的意思，你了解吗

但，水瓶座，都会让自己有继续的希望，唯有希望，才能让这水瓶，孕育出最甘甜的露水，分享给大家。。

或许，水瓶座很容易得抑郁症，也是因为‘’长岛冰茶‘’吧

梦想破碎，或‘’长岛冰茶‘’不够烈的水瓶。。。

记得。。梦想是你的动力。。

加油。。

有人说，水瓶是理智的

但，水瓶是站在理智和情绪的中间

有人说，水瓶很怪

但，水瓶是要让大家看到他。。让大家有欢乐的微笑

有人说水瓶善变

没有他，世界就少了惊喜

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水瓶座很爱面子，怎样都要优雅，怎样都不能显现出落魄的样子，即使他深居简出，可是一出门就要维持自己的品味，绝对不会去降低自己的生活品质，就算轧三点半也不会露出慌张的样子，所以当他没钱的时候，外表依然给人家风度翩翩气质不凡的世家风范。

signing off,

真的，自己流泪了，委屈了，累了，可是面具还是卸不下。如果我给你开玩笑，就算不好笑，也为我而笑吧！

Standing Firm?

2011-03-05T20:05:00.004+08:00

What you do when you face obstacles?
Seriously, I don't know the way to react.
What I can do is just stay in the dark, hold my body firm tight and let my tears slip off.

I don't know it was me that made my life miserable, or it was you.
I don't think I deserve all this shit for being a soft heart-ed person.
You call me selfish, you call me ignorant, you call me cold heart-ed...
Beforehand, why don't you think what made me this?
You think you need to be care, you need to be dote on, you need to be the little princess in the house,
but what makes you think that I don't?
It's not that I was selfish, but I have nothing to give;
It's not that I was ignorant, but I was ignored;
and not that I'm cold heart-ed, but I've never given warm.
I'm really tired trying so hard to compromise,
why am I not being understand for having a little rumble to reduce my grieve,
while you are forgave after blowing one's top anytime you want?

signing off,
I was told to stand firm, don't sway.
But please let me know, how long a person can actually stand.
Because I'm really exhausted and felt like falling in the next millisecond.

The 8 Psychosocial Stages of Personality Development by Erik Erikson

2011-03-02T21:43:00.001+08:00

Yes, you wonder what a marketing student does with this. I don't know but I just enrolled psychology of personality and start with it. I regret of course but it's too late. I had 2 assignments on this sub, and both are tough job. Now, let me tell you why I blogged about this. Because:

I'm superbly annoyed by the assignment due Friday.
I'm superbly annoyed by the structure of the assignment.
I'm perfectly annoyed by the toughness of the assignment. Not the group one which was much easier, but the individual ones that due earlier and 100x harder.
I'm in the state of blurriness that I don't know whether I can still continue doing it.
I'm 90% gave up but it weighted 20% of my total assessments so I have hold on.
I don't understand a single stupid table in those articles.
I don't know what the hell it is as a total.
I learned how to do a literature review.
I think I'm going to throw up wtf
I think I'm going to do it tonight and tomorrow because I have no confident that I can finish it on time if I don't do it.
I think I have to stop for a while.
I think my neck is freaking breaking.
I think I ate freaking too much for dinner and I'm freaking full. But,
I think I want to have my tau fu fa now.
I only finish analysing 1 freaking articles from 2 in the afternoon until now because I'm at home.

See, I don't know what I am writing right now everything I wrote has nothing to do with Erik Erikson. Hah that was because I want to say something else earlier. I just want to tell you I have my defense mechanism on I'm under regression right now and I was regress back to adolescence stage in Erik Erikson's 8 Psychosocial stages of Personality Development which I'm having role confusion now. I don't know whether I'm a future marketer or a future psychologist I have to suffer from all this stupid assignment that don't help me in my future FML I think I shall stop it before you flip your computer. Tata!

Signing off,

I'm going to watch TV and continue with the rest of the 6 articles later. Guess I'll finish them when I regressed to the Stonehenge era.

What people call it a semester, I call it a year.

2011-02-17T17:04:00.001+08:00

I've been drastically energy flat for this whole semester, or to be accurate, half semester. It's only half way through but I felt like I've been working non-stop for one whole year without rest despite its just 2 weeks after the New Year break. My DE is almost done, one last assignment and 1 more final and that's it. Trying pretty hard to score an A to help my CGPA as it's the second last semester I'm having. Internship is around the corner yet there's no direction for me. What is it about? I don't know. What is that going to do? I don't know. What am I supposed to do? I don't know too. I guess things will just get done when it's getting near. Last minute's traits type of people huh? Yes I'm. Guess will have to wait for the briefing or I'll just do another 4 subjects. Not hoping that to happen though. All the assignments are killing me and there's a 6 hours class tomorrow. Assignments due dates are getting nearer but still there's nothing done. I have been hectically passing days for this semester because of the overload assignments. Well, I guess this is what going to happen when I start working so I have to get use of this. Met lotsa bottle neck and brain drained for the first time in my life, never been working so hard over the 21 years. I guess life get hard sometimes; hope everything will be fine after this. And still, what should I do to get a job? Argh, no more year end break.

2011-01-22T22:32:00.001+08:00

I think it's bad, don't you?

爱与不爱

2010-12-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

有一天，某个人看见有人在哭，便走向前去问他为什么。那人说，‘我失恋了。’ 他说 ‘傻孩子，你只不过失去了一个不爱你的人，而他，却失去了一个爱他的人。’

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为一个爱你的人，你可以无条件付出所有。
但是，为一个不爱你的人而付出自己的生命，真的值得吗？

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人家说爱情是盲目的，可是为什么你眼里还看得见你爱的人？

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最爱的人到底是什么人？
是亲人，还是情人？
是爱你的人，还是不懂得珍惜你的人？

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要别人对你付出爱，
你先要爱自己。
因为不自爱的人，
根本没资格被爱！

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沉溺在爱与不爱之间，
灰色地带，
会让一个人很彷徨。
不要责怪他/她，
因为责怪会让他/她迷失了自己而做出错误的选择。

New Zealand here I come! Awesome adventure awaits! Book your tickets now starting from RM199! #AANZ

2010-12-04T21:04:00.001+08:00

New Zealand here I come! Awesome adventure awaits! Book your tickets now starting from RM199! #AANZ

Yes, head aching where to go for holiday with a slightly tight budget? It's your chance now to cross the Pacific Ocean! Book a ticket to New Zealand to enjoy fresh pick Kiwi fruit =) Of course, that's not all. Take this chance to enjoy the Bungee Jump, watch the cutee kiwi running around and etc! Only RM199! Book it before promotion ends! <3 Air Asia!

2010-11-26T09:03:00.001+08:00

LOL so many cartoon profile pictures in my facebook profile. I should change mine too =)

signing off,
<3 cartoons!

right here, right now

2010-10-14T01:58:00.004+08:00

I'm thinking why time passed so fast?

2 more semester and I'm done with my studies,
plus one more internship, I'm done with my degree.
Got a little freak out and felt that I'm out of no where now.
What am I going to do after this 2 semester?
Where shall I go?
Which line should I go into?
How am I going to prepare for this?
Am I going to cope with it well?
What if I can't?
What if I can't even get a job? *touch wood*
What if, How if, etc.
I have so many things in my mind now.
3 more semester, I'm not able to ask for pocket money anymore. wtf
3 more semester I have to pay my own petrol.
3 more semester I have to pay for my own shopping.
3 more semester I have to etc.

So many what if, how if , 3 more semester.... Should I work for it or wait for it to come?

signing off,
I'm now a lamb, ok I'm not a lamb, I'm a huge fat pig, that lost in the middle of no where.

Digi iPhone 4 Life

2010-10-01T21:24:00.003+08:00

In my whole life, it is not clothes that bother me, it is not bags that bother me, neither do shoes, but it's gadget! I always want a latest phone, a latest laptop, a latest camera, a latest printer, a latest GPS etc!

And now, I want the latest iPhone from Digi! I WANT AN iPhone4 FROM Digi! GIMME ONE!

Days and nights, I dreamed of myself using iPhone4 from Digi.

and also days and nights, I dreamed of myself playing ROCK BAND!

This is what called life!

signing off,
I want an iPhone!

DiGi iPhone 4 Real

2010-09-29T00:01:00.004+08:00

click to enlarge photo
or visit Digi

Hello, when you see this thingy wouldn't you feel like you're lack of oxygen and you hear beat as if you just saw the girl you fell in love secretly? It's so CHEAP! Okay wait I go outside grasps for some air and take a cold water shower first.

Now:

1- Where can you get monthly fees as low as RM58 per month?
2- Where can you get monthly fees as low as RM58 per month with additional 200 minutes voice call?
3- Where can you get monthly fees as low as RM58 per month with additional 200 minutes voice call and 200 sms?
4- Where can you get monthly fees as low as RM58 per month with additional 200 minutes voice call and 200 sms plus another 20 mms?
5- Where can you get monthly fees as low as RM58 per month with additional 200 minutes voice call and 200 sms plus another 20 mms including 1GB of internet?
6- Where can you get monthly fees as low as RM58 per month with additional 200 minutes voice call and 200 sms plus another 20 mms including 1GB of internet with no additional charge after the monthly quota(within Malaysia)?

Where? Tell me if you found one! If no, then Digi is it! What are you waiting for?

Can buy with installment some more! Where to find you tell me?

signing off,
Yes, the question is 'WHERE TO FIND SOMETHING CHEAPER THAN THIS?'

DiGi iPhone 4 Play

2010-09-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

Why I want an iPhone is so easy to explain. Now I'm gonna tell you in detail why I want it so muchieeeee!

Let's see:

#1 Kitchen Calculator
OWH EMMM GIEEEE This is what the nerdy cook needs! No offense but I meant myself. When I look at the cookbook I always ask myself what the hell is 1 cup?

right, which cup the author actually meant? With this app, the cookies I baked no longer used as a weapon and the cake I baked no longer causing the family to get diabetes. All the food came out slurps slurps~

#2 Name the tune
Okiee dookie I have this very slow sense on music but can't pull myself away from it butta every time I heard a song from the radio I couldn't know who sang the song and which song is that! I've tried the Sony Ericsson TrackID and Imma quite satisfied but most of the time it couldn't track Chinese and Korean and Japanese song. However, I'm no long using SE now because it's not long lasting. I'm now very lost because every time I try to find out what's the song title playing on air I took my phone but no aid apps to help me track anymore. Now, the good news is that iPhone also have similar apps! That's why I want an iPhone!

#3 Mercedes-Benz mbrace
this apps is not for me because I don't have any Mercedes but daddy had one. Hahaha let me tell you this story. Years ago my family went to Genting for holidays and my dad parked the car in one of the building. After we went walked around and hooped on rides, we wanted to go home. My poor daddy went building to building, level by level to find that car because he and my uncle couldn't remember where they actually parked the car and to them every car park looks the same. My mom, and my siblings all waited outside shivering for one freaking hours before we hooped into the car again. With this apps, we don't need to freaking shivering outside and got wet by rains again! Another function of this apps is that it can lock and unlock Mercedes-Benz. This is again very suitable for my dad because he's always so forgetful. U know la, what forgetful people always did.

#4 Rock band
hahaha game addict is in the house! Not only me, my whole family was! My dad is now using android phone and everyday when he reached home, everyone have to fight for his phone. Not much game in that phone though but better than don't have right? Touch screen is damn fun okay! So this apps is for me. I'm somewhat a game maniac because I play them most of the time but my phone couldn't satisfy me and I'm too poor for an iPod Touch. I loved O2Jam so much but the game is no longer exist and I'm now playing SDO. I can only play them when I'm with my lappie.... Now things are different! iPhone got Rock Band that is similar to O2Jam and SDO so if I have one I can play them all the time. And also, iPhone is the best phone to play games!

So far this is what I had discovered about iPhone =)

signing off,
I dreamed of myself playing iPhone 4 at home =D

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

2010-09-28T00:17:00.008+08:00

Hmmm, why I want an iPhone4 from Digi?

Because,

1) I love to eat Apple!

Imagine yourself chewing on Apple Mac, Apple iPhone, Apple iPod, Apple iPad, etc. Slurps~

2) I can't live my life without music! Hey, which teenager can? Instead of bringing my MP3 that I lost most of the time, I bring a phone with chioness sound effect!

ha, you can't imagine how much I love this! Apple iTunes is just total chioness!

3) because I'm a Digi User and I need a phone!

4) Because I'm eager to have an iPhone!

even when I bath, I sleep and I eat...

5) because I want phone with Retina Display >.<

That's why, Digi iPhone 4 is for me! Teehee =D

signing off,
*Dream of myself holding iPhone 4*

it is about caring

2010-09-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

I don't get myself. When we're in science class, they said women got PMS but it only last a few days. Anyhow, I felt I'm PMSing all the time.

Most of the time,
I ask myself,
why I care
when people don't even care about me?

sometimes,
I ask myself,
why I care
when I said I don't care?

once in a while,
I ask myself,
why I care
when people ignore me?

once,
I ask myself,
why I care
when I almost stop caring?

I couldn't get it, why must life be so complicated? and why can't I be some autism patient out there?
I want to be alone, yet I'm afraid of being lonely.
I want live quietly all my life, yet I'm afraid that I couldn't hear my name again.
I didn't want to see what is happening out there, yet I'm afraid that I couldn't see the sun rise.

Why people have to think that much? Why people have to care so much? Why must I care?

because,

Human just couldn't stop caring.

signing off,
Why am I bother to write?

SPP

2010-09-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

Something is in my mind, yet I don't want it to be exist. I now couldn't squeeze a word out of my mouth when I see someone I know, not even a 'HI' or a 'BYE'. Call me snooty, call me proud, call me whatever you want, I'm not going to entertain anyone. I remember how things use to be last time, but everything had changed. Friend, no friend; laugh, no laugh; hi bye, no hi no bye; anything but I don't care anymore. Once, someone told me never stop caring, but I couldn't. I don't the strength anymore. I'm not like a candle, burning myself to give others brightness, even if I am, I still want someone to appreciate me. Why can't I just live in a corner in this world from the start where nobody know me and I don't know anyone else? Seriously, I hope I'm an autism patient because I can't take it when you care and then dun care about me. You just don't care if you never want to care, or, continue to care once you cared.

signing off,
I'm SNOOTY, I'm PROUD, I'm PETTY.

MCI? Malaysian? I'll be the latter.

2010-09-01T01:17:00.003+08:00

Hello,

How are you? I'm suppose to be off to sleep but I saw an old video in fb and it makes me want to blog. It's about the latest, hottest issue now but it happened like 2 years ago. People, stop digging the past to show on future. It's only making things worst. Yes, what he did was like breaking up with his girlfriend who had been together for like 50 years because he found someone who he think is better (everyone have different perception) and mock about his ex but it doesn't matter because we know what we believe is right. Who cares what people want to say? If you're strong enough, nothing can harm you. To make things clear, I'm not siding anyone. It's the truth that remain....

cheers!
Gerilla 13 May is scary you know? Don't let history repeat. Ethnocentrism is no good! I guess everyone want themselves to have the best. So do I!

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

2010-08-31T23:54:00.003+08:00

Wahai kawan-kawanku, 6 minit sebelum hari besar Malaysia ini berakhir, saya di sini megucapkan Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke-53 kepada semua rakyat Malaysia tidak kira pembaca saya ini merupakan kaum apa dan agama apa.

yours truly,
never let history happen!

#2

2010-08-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

Keep hearing people saying that they're hungry. Err, what is this about? I'm hungry 24-7 too...
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Saw many blog post complaining their life got stressed up and miserable after 1 month attending college/ uni and they feel it's miserable because they think it should start since the day they went there. Hey, I got my stressed up after 2 years entering the college. My life must be totally miserable!
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It's too creepy to feel hungry at this time.
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It's also creepy to write a blog post at this time.
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To stop being creepy,
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I would stop everything here.
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Owh, and I was told I'll be in pain for err, many days time. FML
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So here I end my post.
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Wait, not yet!
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I couldn't go to a trip I've been waiting since the start of the semester because it's totally wrong timing. FMLx2
xxx
Okay that's it!
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Err, I have more to type.
xxx
It's about speed driving.
xxx
here it goes:
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Wait, it's going to be write in mandarin
xxx
here:
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很多人喜欢开快车，
如果你做到了，你会早五分钟回到家，
如果做不到，你将会迟七天回家，
因为要等到头七。
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Moral of the story, dun do speed driving!
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Okay larh! I really gonna chao d.
xxx
Annoyed annoyed larh!
xxx
I'm annoyed also what!
xxx
Bye larh bye larh!

Can't stop watching this video since 2 years ago!

2010-08-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

signing off,
I should be studying finance FML

A story that I couldn't finish...

2010-07-26T17:23:00.003+08:00

Where was I stop just now? I think, it's at 'my body hits the land, and I know, I had injured badly'. It's not that I don't want to finish the story, but I couldn't! Not that I forgot, not that I'm too nervous, but just, it was a fact I couldn't take for a freaking 8 years. I told myself that I had digested them since 8 years ago, but someone told me I hadn't. I don't believe it, so I thought, why don't I take this opportunity to ensure myself that I had. And I, started to write my manuscript.

When I was writing the manuscript, I don't know how many times I almost shed my tears. However, I bare the pain of being reminded. I spent so many time, to prepare myself, to reveal this pain in my body. I thought I can, I really thought so. See, it happened 8 years ago. By the time I stand on the stage, I want to tell everyone about it. Not the story, but that I already overcome them! I tried for the first time, and I couldn't. I came down from the stage, and I told myself, I have to do this! I went up again, and I bare a little more pain compare to the first time. But still, I couldn't take it! And I do think I did the right choice, at least, I didn't show how weak was I in front of everyone. Shedding my tears on the stage isn't that nice.

Taking this opportunity to experiment my feelings is of course another pain, but I think I had made the right choice to ruin my marks this time. At least, I don't need to lie to myself anymore. I know, I still couldn't take it after so long. After all, I think everything is worth doing.

Seeing the manuscript now makes my eyes sour....

and many thanks to my friends who give me lots of supports! I appreciate them so much!

quote of the day: 'I'm proud of myself, because I have the courage to give up!'

signing off,
burden off the shoulder. Yes, I couldn't take it after so long.

# ??

2010-07-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

I have been thinking so much lately. Yes, I didn't manage to hand in my work on time but I spent so much time to think. You ask 'Why?' and what I can say is only I can't control it to happened. It sounds so wacky it's like someone out there is controlling them but not me, the owner! I couldn't find evidences or past cases to support that it is a symptom of stress and I'm a little worried that I have any mental disorder that I haven't come across in my life. Or maybe, it's just a mood swing. I don't know! Anyhow, I couldn't remember what I had thought off much. It's just parts of them being flashback when I got nothing to do and the rest, I had forgotten them right after I thought of it. Another disease symptom huh? Anyway, because the flashbacks are so minor I didn't what is it about. It's even flashing back when I'm sleeping and make me couldn't sleep tight! This bother me the most. And worst still, I could write a proper sentence sitting in front the laptop for one hour. What happened to me? Is anyone out there experiencing something similar?

-I'm worried I don't want to be the next mental disorder patient.

-I heard my uncle-in-law wouldn't live long already as he's already in coma. Doctor said the chance for him to wake up is so minor it's almost 0%. Cousin sis flew back to Taiwan and relatives is talking about buying cemetery already. I'm sad....

Touch the sky?

2010-06-28T18:40:00.002+08:00

'I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky'
So, do you ever thought of flying?
Yes, I do!
But,
not that way of flying.
I want to fly

this way!

signing off,
Dead of squeezing the brain juice too much.
and yet, nothing usable come out.

How come England is out huh?

Happy Father's Day!

2010-06-21T01:05:00.003+08:00

I wanted to sleep but I was so tempted to write something here before I sleep.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm lying naked in the Igloo in the middle of the night. Sis made the room as if we're in the north pole. So cold -.-

xxxxx

Firstly, I would want to do a little prayer for my uncle in law who's now in Taiwan under medications. I don't think it's called a medication anymore, because he's now in the final stage of cancer. Chemotherapy doesn't work on him anymore and the cancer had already spread all over his body. Unfortunately, he also got germs infected and is on fever like forever already. I heard that he can't live long anymore but I hope that he can prop up every sunset to see the next sunrise. He was a really nice, kind, and friendly guy. The really bad thing was my little cousin was only 9 this year and how cruel is it to want a child to face this fact? Even I can't take it. And, this might be his last Father's Day, his daughter last Father's Day too.

Secondly, it's Father's Day today! I know, it's already over but I want to let my paced a little slower, or even out-dated. No celebration nor dinner for Father's Day because both my dad and uncle went to Taiwan to visit my uncle-in-law. Being afraid that they'll miss the last chance... Anyhow, I love you Daddy! Seriously, I'd never tell my dad that I love him. Until now, still I don't do it because we keep it in heart. We use infared - one to one.

Thirdly, it's about my college life. I don't know how things became so hectic after 2 years. I've been relaxing and chilling for a freaking 2 years and this was the first semester I had so many works and exams and tests and quizzes continuously. It's me being overly neglected or what? I have 2 assignments due end of this week and a test+assignment due next week and another test in the following week. How can this happened in my life? My life was to chill and relax >.< Seriously, I started to have insomnia and I'm about to die of stresses. I have to finish 2 assignments before THIS Thursday, it's already Monday today. I told myself I wanted and I have to finish them but I'm so tired right now. I've been dreaming everyday since last week and waking up in middle of the nights. What shall I do? Yeah, cope with stress I know. Maybe everything will be okay after I finish my assignment. Anyway, the last speech I gave made me so disappointed because people who actually done worst than me got a better grade.

signing off,
I shall off to bed and start dreaming or I'll not have enough brain juice to be squeeze tomorrow.

FIFA FIFA FIFA

2010-06-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

FIFA IS HERE!!!!!! Too bad I'm not a big fans of football. But, Kaka is so seducing =)

xxx

successfully convinced dad to get me a new not so smart phone. Not that it's not smart enough but it's EQ got a bit problem. Takde pasal takde pasal it come a mood swing. Hang a lil here n there... or maybe it's me the one who's having EQ problem >.< Can't wait a lil while more. Always tot it'll be like computer can multitask but erhem, not really...

xxx

found not point in those words, yes, you're right! I'm just trying to 'update' my blog because I found it covered with dust and spider web.

signing off,
teehee =)

Men In Heels =)

2010-05-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

Europe latest men fashion 0.o?
Sources from Times Online

I LIKE IT!

signing off,
Heels is longer women priority =)

Another joke!

2010-05-22T16:53:00.001+08:00

有一戶潘姓人家，長輩過世。家祭時，請來了一位鄉音很
重的老先生來當司儀。訃聞是這麼寫的：...　　　孝　男：潘根科　　　孝　媳：池氏　　　孝
孫女：潘良慈　　　孝　孫：潘道時但這位老先生老眼昏花又發音不標準。他照著訃聞唱名時，凡
是字面上有三點水的或左邊部首都漏掉沒看到。於是就給他念成這樣子：「孝男，翻……跟……鬥……」孝男一聽，直覺得很
奇怪，但又不敢問，於是就翻了一個跟鬥。接著又說：「孝媳，也……是……」孝媳一聽：「我也要翻啊？」於是孝媳也翻了
一個跟鬥。再來：「孝孫女，翻兩次。」孝孫女一聽，想想爸媽都翻了，我也翻吧！於是就翻了兩個跟鬥。此
時孝孫心想：「老爸、老媽都各翻一次，姐姐也翻兩次，那麼我要翻幾次？」心裡想著想著就開始緊張了：「怎麼辦？」
只見老先生扯開喉嚨，大聲念出：「孝孫……翻……到……死……」

Exile the old posting method!

2010-05-21T18:13:00.001+08:00

So, I'm here testing if I can blog just by typing in Microsoft Words.

Key word of the lifetime: CHANGE!

Signing off,

Chia Yee